Mamãe agreed dat m’buy dis full silicone paci from @lilcomforts1 !~

Was bit pricey b’cause ship overseas but m’sure da great quality wil compensate!~

It first time m’have full silicone paci, mreally hope it’ll be okkies wit’ m’sensory issues; M’heard its teat is regular size 6, just molded bit differently!~

Will also be lots lots easier t’clean, contrary to « classic » pacis dat come wit’ different parts!~

M’think m’will do small review once m’have receivd it!~

Do any1 kno which kind caterpillar dis one is? It was really really small! Half pinky finger size!~

M’nevr saw brown caterpillar but dis one very cute!~

((An’ people shuuld also kno dat every person diagnosis story is different, no mean some1 is lying or not..M’kno am no only one bein diagnosd lvl 2 wit’ mental delay but b’cause part family ableist; m’diagnosis cuuld no appear anywhere…Basicly, m’diagnosis is « oral » no « paper », was minor wen happend, now need redo everythin despite debilitating fear goin outside/doctor/psychiatrists))

No b’cause dat person is lyin’, but b’cause family/close circle, no wan’ help dis person and force dem be « more independent », even if lots bad in long run…

M’private life more complicatd/sad than here, M’no talk lots bout it b’cause want dis safe space be peaceful for me an’ online people dat share same things..But kno dat despite me bein’ lvl 2 wit’ mental delay, m’still have to earn money by workin’ b’cause where m’live, family no want help me nor understand m’diagnosis

Am lots greatful bio-Mommy helps an’ understan whenevr sh’can and m’happie have m’fiancee bein m’caretaker

But to any1 feelin’ alone in those situation; yuu no alone and M’believe guud things will happen soon

M’receivd everythin yesteday night!!~

Now M’gona havto wait until Sunday fo’ (bio)Daddy helpin’ me wit the games an’ settings!

An’ since Mamãe’s birthday dis Sunday, M’gona be able gift her da Yoshi game!!~

Oh! An’ StepMum an’ (Bio)Daddy gona gift her a Baby Pegasus from Hercules movie plushie!~

M’so só happie an’ excited!!~

(Bio)Daddy giftd me da Pokopia game too!! M’so só happie!~

Oh! An’ b’cause Mamãe birthday comin’ up, managd buy da new Yoshi game too!~

M’feelin’ bit weirdd feelin’ b’cause m’bakk to (bio)Daddy house aftr 2 weeks at (bio)Mommy…Am realy like (bio)Daddy, M’think he best one M’could hav askd for..

But his side family (—> him, StepMum an’ othr) no acceptd m’autism lvl 2 diagnosis (an’ stunted brain) bakk wen M’got diagnosd 8 years ago..Despite clear diagnosis given by pro an’ explanation given by pro too..Nhh..Which meant at dat time dat m’diagnosis is « only oral », nevr appeared on medical records b’cause they took me off da pro bfore dat could be done…

Which mean dat legaly, M’no properly rcognizd as disabled; so no accommodation, no disabld money an’ no othr help m’cuuld get..

M’still lucky enough dat (Bio)Mommy side always help me an’ m’fiancee/Mamae too; she m’caretaker (no official fo now) b’cause she went to specializd led school..Sh’supposd to bcome m’official caretakr once we live togethr

Livin’ togethr wuuld also mean dat m’wuuld be able to reconect wit previous pro to finish establishin diagnosis paper for m’lvl 2 autism an’ brain stunt..

M’just frustratd b’cause it so scary livin’ like dis, unable to mask, clearly disabled an’ no able get proper access t’help wen it get bad at self managing — Am also unable maintain job, which m’need t’be able have enough money t’move wit’ Mamãe until m’have proper paprs to get help from society..

Feel like m’needed get dat out m’chest..Nunno if othr autistic lvl 2-3 people can connect to dat; if yes, no hesitate share tips on how get startd once m’will be wit Mamãe house wit disabl papers..

Doodle m’made of m’self! It’s same pose than Miku in "No Thank You" music vdeo, one of m’fav song of her!~