Happiness!
Been feeling really great recently, everything has come together for me. For starters I never thought I'd be without depression, but hey, after 8 years I'm free from it and it's a beautiful feeling! Been 165 days since I last hurt myself and the last episode of my depression was on the 27th October 2013. I'm super proud on how far I've come, I used to believe I deserved nothing, but what I have in my life now, I love. I met an amazing guy in December at a gig, and since then my heart has had reason to beat, I've had more reason to try. He treats me so well and I love him. I have some amazing, beautiful friends, Erin, Ericka, Joanne, Bethan, Laura, Niamh, Rosalyn, Joanna and Nisha. A handful of people that have stuck by me and continue to be my best friends now. So happy I have them all, each and every one of them. I treasure them. I've made many changes and my life has come out of that very dark time, I'm so happy I've matured and I see things differently now. I've grown up, got my shit together and it's all happened at a gorgeous pace. I am with a wonderful man, with my close circle of friends, amazing family and it's finally all over, the darkness is over and never again will it touch me. So much to happen over this year, going to be beautiful. I can finally say I'm proud of who I am, and all I've achieved.
