#meme:chris

INCLINATIONS/HABITS: is submissive | is dominant | prefers to top | prefers to bottom | likes to switch | identifies as heterosexual | identifies as homosexual | identifies as bisexual | identifies as pansexual | identifies as demisexual | identifies as asexual | enjoys sex with men | enjoys sex with women | enjoys sex with multiple people at one time | initiates | waits for partner to initiate | spits | swallows | prefers sex in the morning | prefers sex at night | prefers sex any time | no sex drive | low sex drive | average sex drive | high sex drive | hypersexual*

BODY/APPEARANCE: small build | medium build | athletic build | muscular build | curvy build | voluptuous build | wears boxers | wears lingerie | goes ‘commando’ | shaves/waxes | doesn’t shave/wax | cup size a-c | cup size d-f | 1-5" in length | 6-9" in length | 10" or over in length*

SOUNDS: is silent / makes little to no sounds | is very quiet | is very loud | grows in volume over time | bites hand / partner / pillow to muffle themselves | calls out partner’s name | curses | fakes/exaggerates | prefers a quiet partner | prefers a loud partner | is turned on by dirty talk | is turned off by dirty talk*

TURN-ONS/KINKS: having their hands pinned | pinning their partner’s hands | having their hair pulled | pulling their partner’s hair | being watched (by their partner) | being watched (by a third party) | watching their partner | receiving oral | giving oral | calling their partner ‘daddy’ | being called ‘daddy’ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting / marking | being bitten / marked | spanking | being spanked | teasing | being teased | having toys used on them | using toys on their partner | giving anal | receiving anal | choking | being choked | dirty talk | being tied up | tying their partner up | being worshiped | worshiping their partner | humiliating | being humiliated | degrading | being degraded | knife play | blood play | being pegged | pegging

tagged by: @falleneros

basic information.

LEGAL NAME :  Project R-147 Christopher Laverty NICKNAME(S) : Chris / Zero / Asshole DATE OF BIRTH :  august 4th GENDER : cis man, he/him PLACE OF BIRTH :  technically the Hydra base in Delaware, but he'd argue his hometown is Colchester. CURRENTLY LIVING :  Brooklyn, NYC. SPOKEN LANGUAGES :  english, spanish and the tiniest bit of russian. EDUCATION : high school. Depending on verse he could be attending college. HAIR COLOUR :  dark brown EYE COLOUR :  blue HEIGHT : 5'10" (1,79 m)

family information.

SIBLINGS :  there are other 4 clones with his exact same DNA, but only one of them he calls his "twin brother": Trevor West. PARENTS : Amanda Laverty (adoptive) CHILDREN : none PETS : none.

relationship information.

SEXUAL ORIENTATION :  bisexual / biromantic RELATIONSHIP STATUS : verse/thread dependent.

TAGGED BY: @redheadarcher thank you!

Headcanon questions - Accepting

⚔️ How do they act when they’re furious but have to stay polite?

Eye contact. A lot of it. The defiance shows in his eyes, even when he's capable of maintaining a neutral tone. Assuming a conversation is going, his questions become incisive and ill-intended, while keeping face. He stops sharing, he shuts off emotionally and merely plays the part he has to play. Still, he can be quite petty and determined into turning the conversation and the room against whoever made him angry.

That being said... Sometimes throwing a proper right hook is so much better than being being polite.

🦉 What piece of advice do they give everyone but never follow themselves?

He'd argue that perfection is an ideal but not a reality, and that a flawed victory is still a victory... When in reality, he set impossible standards for himself and always over extends in order to achieve the perfection he says is not possible. His standards are unrelenting and he refuses to half-ass anything, even meaningless things.

Bold what usually or often applies. Italicise what sometimes applies.

ANGER jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, passive aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts.

JOY easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy.

SADNESS / CRYING BOTTLING IT UP, seeks distractions, wallows, meditates & processes, avoidance, seeks out comfort, withdraws, talks it out, internalizes it, sad smiles, depression naps, uses alcohol, uses drugs, seeks out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better.

EMBARRASSMENT shame, blushing, looking away, rubbing at back of head, covering face, laughing nervously, laughs it off, overthinks, lets it go, self-deprecating humour, deflects, gets irritated, smiles, withdraws, crossing arms over stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate.

GUILT avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashes out, internalizes, apologizes, deflects, communicates, withdraws, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepts fault easily, punishes themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others.

tagged by: @falleneros

Character development questions - Accepting

"Aren't you a little nosy? Ah, well, let's get this over with." He sighs and thinks about it for a moment, leaning on the car window.

"A romantic kiss... I guess the obvious answer would be the lips, but I guess it really depends where we are. I'd probably go for the neck or the shoulders too if I wanted to turn them on in public. But if we're alone, anywhere else is fair game, really."

The Father

You’ve made mistakes. You see them play out on an endless and nauseating loop whenever you close your eyes. If you could just interfere! Somehow pass on what knowledge you now possess to the person you were then. Of course, now you know, you know, YOU KNOW. But what’s done is done, leaving you behind, holding the shards of what you broke in your bleeding and calloused hands. They look at you differently now, so you smile bigger and hope it reaches your eyes. It’s okay though, because you’re going to make it better, you have to. And god knows you can’t be wrong again, you simply won’t allow it, can’t even entertain the idea. When doubt creeps in, you’ll stamp it down. When things begin to go wrong, you’ll turn a blind eye. There isn’t room inside of you to hold any more wrong.

Tagged by: @endlss-voiid

enemies to lovers

you're problematic and you don't care. you probably struggle with some temper issues and lash out at the people you love without meaning to. have you ever actually apologised properly ?? you want someone to love you regardless of your differences or conflict because everyone always seems to leave when you become a problem. you probably also have a thing for morally grey fictional men, doesn't matter if he's a murderer he was nice that one time, right?

TAGGED BY. @void-foxy

"i want to be myself, but i can't."

you have a secret interest or a personality trait that others wouldn't like about you. you may have shown it off once, but it was received badly, and now like hell you're gonna be vulnerable like that again. you dream of the day where someone you like will act this way too and you can finally release this lock in your chest, although that's extremely unlikely. you feel disconnected from others' reality of yourself. it's very uncomfortable.

Tagged by @voxvulgi​