its been a couple of months
ive moved 12 hours north, have a new roommate, started eating whatever whenever
my roommate doesnt eat healthy, and it rubbed off on me. for a while it was ignorable. it was like how i used to be. didnt care what i ate, didnt care how i looked. there arent any full length mirrors here and we dont own a scale
but today it all hit me like a fuckin truck. ive definitely gained so much and im probably back up to 160. thats nearly 30 fucking pounds. starting tomorrow, im back on my bullshit. i cant do this anymore. i cant feel my hipbones. cant see my ribs. its killing me












