#mejomahaba

OJT. Okay ang sipag ko talaga. I'm very tired. but of all the hardwork for this day. Still a sweet surprise came. 

Thank you again baby. :"> Thank you for the flowers. (I'll post the picture later, or maybe some other time) 

I thought magtutuloy-tuloy na ang sweet ambiance that night. But I was wrong. We fought again. At sa tingin ko mas matindi ngayon. I really didn't notice on what was the misunderstanding all about. Then suddenly left the room and yun, nagtampo na siya. Ako naman 'tong matampuhin din, nagpaiwan pa. That was then I realize totoo na pala yun. Na umalis siya at hindi babalik sa room. I insisted na pumasok sa room niya. Oo nakalock. Ilang beses akong nagknock. Ayaw niya. Even call, not answering, just on text. Mga ilang minutes din akong naghintay sa may door niya, and at last inopen naman niya. And that was it, umiyak na naman ako. Ng sobra sobra. (pagtatawanan niyo lang cguro ako pag nakita niyo ako) 

I was really hurt sa words na sinabi niya. "Oo test lang yun." Mygad, I was really mad that time. Actually, hindi sa kanya, pero sa sarili ko. I don't know why. Maybe I just can't take in those words. Hindi ako makapaniwala, because all I know, mahal ko siya. (Baka sabihin niyo na namang corny. Pagbigyan niyo na lang kadi ako) 

But the feeling still worsen. We talked. I got the point already. Hindi ko siya alam suyuin. Oo, I admit it naman. Hindi ko alam mangsuyo. Siguro hindi lang kasi ako sanay na ako ang nanunuyo. And I'm so sorry for that. 

You can't blame me on acting like this. Okay. You can hate me, but please. PLEASE don't ever play with me. I know my mistakes and I'm sorry. You already know, if I say sorry, I really mean it, seriuosly. I know how to apologize, even more if I know that I was the one who is wrong. I'm not a perfect person, I commit mistake, but I can learn from it, and will try to correct it. Not for that same act, but maybe on some other situation. 

I'm so sorry. Palagi nalang akong nag sosorry baby. :((

Woke up early for  Misa de gallo, after the mass I made my topic proposal for my research then end it in 1 and half an hour, and that's freakin awesome. Adrenaline rush. At 9 went to Pilar, makikikain coz its their xmas party. Yea, I went directly sa 7-hope classroom coz Sir. Lauriaga is there, pinalamon naman ako. Nakakatuwa yung pag exchange gift nila, sobrang nakakamiss. Hayy highschool. @@ I went upstairs (faculty) then saw AA, anyways Chedi and Tong are there too. So party,party. I went down for a while to visit Hiso, I miss him so much, he pinched my nose for nth time and it made me cry.

 After that I went to Principal's office to visit my Ninang and binigay nya ako sa Humility kung nasaan si sir. Perez, so lamon ulit. After nun, umalis na ako kasi may klase ako, hinatid naman ako ni tong and chedi, ang bilis lang ng patakbo ni tong @@.