meg has died
… has died \ accepting
Gavin’s heart seized. This wasn’t happening– it was merely a joke, right? He had done everything right– he told no one about her. He wasn’t seen with her inside of Austin, and he hadn’t even told X-Ray about her.
And yet, this still happened. He still fucked up somehow, and he still lost her.
However, not only did he lose his best friend, and lover– their child was now without a mother.
He was going to vomit– he was going to die. He couldn’t do this by himself, he couldn’t take care of himself, let alone a small child. And how in the world was he suppsoed to juggle being a lone parent, and keep the rest of the world safe? Because there was no way in the world he could give that up, he felt as though too much rested on his shoulders.
But, instead of saying anything, or doing anything, Gavin just fell to his knees and sobbed.
