As I sit here & think about all the memories we have together my brother. I can honestly say after losing my mother 12/20/98 & now you on 12/19/16. I will never have another happy or merry Christmas ever. Sure I will have to put on a smile for my kids, family & friends but deep inside I will be broken & hurt forever. My dear best friend I am so sorry I wasn't there to take you home as I always have. I feel like this is my fault. I should've been there. With tears falling from my eyes like a faucet I am truly & gracefully so sorry my brother. I've held back tears & emotions in front of people trying to be strong just to break down at home night after night since this has happened. You were the humblest & most loving person I ever knew and I thank you for it all my brother. I could have been mad, hurt or just going thru it & you would always be the one to break me out of whatever I was going thru & show me how to turn my sadness or anger around to joy, smiles & laughter. Like you there is and will never be. I ask God to please cherish this man that you have taken from us for your own reasons that are always unexplainable but trust that they are for the right reasons. He was a great Father, Son, Brother & Friend to many who will deeply miss him. But I promise you with all I can that you memories will live forever & never forgotten. So until we meet again at the pearly gates I say goodbye & I hope, wish & pray that you may lay to rest in eternal peace. I love you & will always miss you forever my dear best friend Jean Paul Guerrero @djjinxpaul #DjJinxPaulForever #MrQueRicooooo #MegaBoyz4Ever #MyRightHandMan #MyPartner #Iloveubro