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Not sure if good or bad? |D

earthboundricochet replied to your post: I'm cofused about my sexuality...

how so?

I'm bisexual but I've been struggling with my sexuality since puberty. My attraction to women is always detached from reality and remains in my fantasy while my attraction to men is intense and real. I tried to date girls but it didn't work at all. With men it works much better. It wasn't easy to accept it. I felt shame cause 'real men' don't like other men. But after all, gay label became quite comfortable and safe. 

I'm attracted to all kinds of men and the more masculine the better but at the same time male body has lost a little of an overall atractiveness to me. Recently I've even had few confusing erotic dreams about nude women. I think that only a deeply hidden repulsion towards female anatomy (which is maybe a side effect of sex dysphoria but mostly of being socialized with women and forced into femininity against my will) stops me from experiencing a typical bisexuality.

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mechanimator said: AWESOME! So this is what you were talking about, reworking Veil! Love that hair! Thanks! I'm starting Veil's art over again, essentially. Super frustrating but I think it is necessary.

I'm figuring out a general look to some small aspects I've neglected for him, like his hair and feet; then I'm redrawing all his poses for the pitch book, again, in part because they aren't strong enough either. I don't need to have everything exactly figured out to a "T" but it will help strengthen the art in the end if I have some loose rules to follow like I did for Gemini and Elena. I think Veil is always just a little more difficult to draw besides, he's my one character I can never get quite right. :|

ygrafix said: Tracy this looks awesome!! I love the hair. You're the first person I need to get approval from so I'm glad you like :)