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Ok guys.. Today I want to share my important prayer about finance now. Why I share this ? Should I see this like I don’t have faith ? I think not.

I think, I have to share this because I want being humility, humble and responsibility for the finance thing I need for my mission school fees and outreach now in YWAM Perth on my Media, Art and Photography Discipleship School.

I want to share this shortly and not long and I hope so, lol. So... I have tell you in this blog how I can come to YWAM Perth to do Discipleship Mission School. Then, my heart for outreach come to part of East Asia. This is kind of secure country and I cannot talk much about this country in public because I want this mission be growth with God’s plan. My vision for this country is, I see a lot of missionary by discipleship way and they can spread to all nations for teaching about gospel. I need about $4500 AUD and $2380 AUD for my school fees here... These are a lot and more than before for me, guys... I know what you gonna said... but, I trust my Father that He is providing. This is very important for me guys... God name will glorify through what happened and I want you to keep pray for me and support me.

I want to share some story while I am in here and I will tell you later. This is important for me to share because this is my step of faith to being faithful and try to tell you guys what happened and keep going in faith together with this part. Every amount of your gift is counting from God and this is not only trip for me, this will be my life and death across nations to spread gospel.

Thanks^^God bless You

Hello guys, it is very long days for me this week. We got “Forgiveness and Repents” theme this week and 3 days camp without electronic devices. I have also learned a lot from myself this week. I seek my heart to God deeply again this week and I see that I always complain and unbelieve when the problems comes and affect my condition. I know that my God is greater than it but I am always unsure and pretend to be sure. I am very sorry for that and I want to change it better.

Many people always see me with big faith that I have, but I always feel that I do not get that faith because I feel it is too heavy for me and I am weak. The problems that comes in my life with I always thought is bigger than my faith. My decision to follow God, I always think it is hard.... many things need to sacrifice.

but it is not... (Matthew 11:28)  "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. I think I am not weary and burdened again but I still and I need God to give me the rest. 

I This day i’m turn to 21, and when i’m thinking again about God’s vision in my life that to live in Him. I remembered when i made up my life to serve Him was my age at  16, I was feel nothing when i did not know my Savior, who gave me wonderful life until today.

Back when I grew up in Elementary and Junior High School that I was so naughty and stubborn kid, other people except the naughty students did not like me. They was all hate me for what i done to them. I streaked other people clothes with my pen, made typex’s trap… Lol… lying about my test’s score, talked dirty words and many things that i forget nowadays.

The big deal is what will i be in the future if when in 16 years old I don’t know about God indeed. There are all i am talking about was my kid’s naughty not teens or adult naughty, so will be more dangerous if I was not know God indeed when in that old’s situation.

Today to be a great and good man are my dream from this age. I have very many big dreams to me to get it. I’m also thanks to my family that support me for today and also my friends. You know ” to have great age, comes big responsibility”