Guhh Illi McMillan the women you are...

This girl has been plauging my mind this entire month and yet EVERYTIME I draw her I can't do her justice. It's so FRUSTRATING.

She's just so pretty it's not fair, like I don't want to be a woman but if I ever had to be one- I'd want to be as pretty as her dude. (Also, I acknowledge Illi is literally Gerard, but shut the fuck up. I don't know HOW he did it- but he somehow made himself a completely different person in that music video)

Her hair is so pretty too. I wish I could run my fingers through it, brush it, wash it even, I don't care. Such a pretty hair cut, it's not fair.

And oh my God, again, I just can't shut up about how beautiful she is. Her lips, her eyes, her lips, did I say lips? Her nose, her cheeks, her everything oh my God.

If I could paint a mural of her like how people used to commissions paintings of them, I would. I'd paint hundreds of paintings of her, even just parts of her in order to hone in on every detail of her beauty. I'd do it.