#mcr ff

I do understand, however, that I am dying.

The leader keeps yelling and screaming in my face but I can’t make myself understand what he is saying. It sounds like he is speaking another language. I’m not afraid of him anymore.

I fall again but this time I realised that I’m not falling anymore; I’m being pulled down. They are pulling me down into the eternal darkness. My brain keeps pulling me back up but I know it can’t keep it up forever. Eventually my brain will give up. When that happens They will have me. Forever.

I smile to myself as I think of Frank. I think about him as that bungee cord finally snaps and I fall. This time I know I’m not going to jerk back up. My brain has given up. This time They have me. I know They have me. I know I’m not going to wake back up. Not this time. Not ever. I know it.

I know things.

it's a two-part frank x reader about..... divorce? super angsty, some smut, and then even more angst (and maybe even more smut)!

these former highschool sweethearts go from being the ideal on-campus couple at rutgers to navigating their relationship severed by one's dreams of domestic life and one's descent into stardom.

time and stress have hardened the two and a series of miscommunications and badly timed events cause the two to reach a breaking point.