#mclg

Kitty socks!! 😺🐾💕

I definitely didn’t cry because my staff secret snowflake was so perfect. I am so proud of these kiddos and how far they have come in such a short time. #mclg #lawnlivethecourt #patd (at Fordham University-Rose Hill)

If you're doing what you love, you'll never work a day in your life #trainingisover #mclg #wedidit (at Fordham University-Rose Hill)

And honestly I'm a little scared. In case you haven't noticed, when I like something, I LIKE something. So when it comes to guys...I get hurt pretty easily. I think all of my past crushes have hurt me one way or another. Not just by not even trying to get to know me, but by laughing behind my back once they know how I feel about them. My first crush was my best friend. We'd hag out with other friends at my house every weekend and play Rock Band. He moved to another city on my 13th birthday. The only time he talked to me after he left was to ask for my help with his homework, and every time I tried to talk to him he'd barley answer and "leave" right after that. Two years later I work up the courage to tell him "I miss you" he ignored me, and after I asked him what he thought about it, he said "I miss everyone back there too". We haven't spoken since. I liked him since I was 8, and he stopped being interested once my brother's Xbox was out of the picture. My first boyfriend wasn't any better. After months of flirting he suddenly says he is afraid of hurting me (once someone tells him I might like him) I told him that I didn't want to talk to him again for a while cuz I was really hurt. He realizes the girl he liked, doesn't like him back. He says he's sorry and that he liked me all along, he just got scared. We dated 2 years. It turned out to be a pretty abusive relationship. So now, here I am. About to let a stranger become very important for me. And I'm terrified. But I promised myself I wouldn't let fear stop me ever again, so... I have a crush. He's been nice to me so far and I really like him for that. We've only seen each other a couple of times, but he always remembers me. I'm going way ahead of myself...but I really like him. And I don't want to be afraid anymore