#maybeiambad

Idk wtf to do. I can't call a hotline, I have no one to talk to, & I'm so fucking broken right now... it's about to be curfew at this place I'm in and I will be stuck isolated in my room the rest of the fucking night. I've been so fucking strong for the start of this new year, between losing my job, panic attacks that are continuing, depression... I've been trying to be so positive, but I feel like no one sees that. Everyone only sees the bad in me and I'm so sick of it 😭😭😭