Guys, I just dropped my tablet into the void that is under my bed T^T

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Guys, I just dropped my tablet into the void that is under my bed T^T

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I havenāt hallucinated- visual or auditory- since I was released last week.
Iām still at my mom and nanaās house because up until last night/this morning my feet were ridiculously swollen and I knew I couldnāt do my stairs.
My mom and I are both sleeping in her room. I saw a LARGE spider on the nightstand and immediately slammed my water bottle on top of it. (I leave them alone outside. Inside I either scream, vacuum them up, squish if I can do it with no risk of one touching me or let Khoshekh take care of them)
The only problem? I donāt see a squished spider on the nightstand or on the bottom of my metal water bottle. Normally I would just think it escaped and panic, posssibly even wake my mom up.
However one thing I frequently hallucinated was spiders. So now I donāt know if itās laying in wait or if it never was there. I canāt wake my mom up for a non-spider. Sheās crashed and she doesnāt sleep great on good days. I also canāt sleep not knowing because if it was real and I missed it could climb on me in my sleep and thatās legit nightmare fuel.
I hate that I canāt trust my own brain. Itās been a week with no hallucinations but I donāt know 100% what triggered it so whoās to know if theyāll come back.
AND if I go sleep in the living room - there was a rat in the cabinet under the sink last night. The living room, dining room and kitchen are all basically one open space. Itās why my mom is in the room with me - she usually sleeps in the living room when I stay over. Plus if I hear the rat or see it - am I actually? Or am I hallucinating again.
Sleeping with my nana isnāt an option.
I am so tired. And scared. And worried. And my skin is crawling. And thirsty but I donāt want to touch my bottle.
I might bring the dog into the living room - heāll bark if he hears anything.
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this gave me a heart murmur
After seeing this, snakes began to physically manifest in my house
#6 - Bees need glasses
Girl 1 and 2: *casual conversation about rp-ing*
Bee: *flies straight into Girl 1's collar*
Girl 2: *replays scene in slow motion as she screams in terror, laughs, and jumps away frm Girl 1*
Girl 1: OMFG WAT?!?
Girl 2: *still laughing* a bee just went down your collar!
Girl 1: Oh shit!
Girl 2: That was so beautiful!
Girl 1: Where did the f-ing bee go?
Both: ... it disappeared
there is literally nothing worse in the universe than lotus pods

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