Knock knock???
Well...hello, everyone :)) I'm a bit nervous writting this...I don't know if any of my followers are still active or if you, who has stumbled upon this post, by some kind of miracle knew my blog when I used to be active...gosh, that seems like a lifetime ago. I used to post in this blog during 2021-2022 but then I stopped. At first, I left the blog untouched, meaning all of my pieces of writting were posted and I never changed the design or anything. However, at some point through the years I got very embarassed of the things I had written and erased all of it. About the design, I though about leaving as it was, you know, as some kind of time capsule of my younger self. Nonetheless, even just writing this feels like coming home and it's making my heart feel all warm (no rhyme intended!) so I think it's better for the blog to change alongside me while still bringing me back to an old part of myself.
I've been thinking about coming back here for years since my love for bts has never stopped and neither has my passion for writting, since I have been working on some bits during all this time. At the beggining I think the main reason why I stopped was lack of time accompanied with a lose of inspiration and self-conciousness. Later, as the years went by asked myself a lot if I wanted to post on tumblr or what kind of stuff should I post. I think this is somewhat common but I'm always considering deleting my social media without never actually doing. Lately another thought has been plaguing my mind, despite me being active on here a little over a year or so, I've been thinking about coming back ever since I left, that's 4 years!!! So, even though I'm still somewhat insecure about my skills, I'm still debating on what should my use of social media be and not being sure if I will actually pull through with my will to write, don't I owe myself trying again even for a little while? Even if I just post this and not any other piece of writing? At the very least I want to give myself the chance and show up for myself :))
So, having said all of this...how are you, lovies?? Have you been doing good? Has everything changed a little, a lot or too much for you? I'm curious about everything!
Yours,
Maya
