#max gets it

it’s the night before halloween and i’m just sitting here being mentally ill. i want to scream at every sound i hear to shut up because i don’t want other people to have things right now. someone has their boyfriend over and all i can hear is their voice. people are coming and going. they insist on talking outside the bathroom. i have no money to spend on myself. i cannot do what i want to do. nevertheless, someone decided today was a great day to tell me, the asexual, they bought a dildo. great day.