#maturski

I’m here again, after so many years. Everything has changed, the house grew from the places where we used to play. People are not the same as they used to be, somehow, they have isolated themselves. I'm sitting on that old place where we first met, do you remember? Truly it was a long time ago, i can barely remember your face, but your green eyes are unforgettable. We were young, full of life, ambitions and desire, and now? My body has aged, I'm weaker every day but my soul stayed the same. I wish i could run, i wish we could walk together and to feel again the power of youth. I am writing you this, but I do not know if you’ll ever read my thoughts, my feelings and my words. I don’t even know if you’re still here. There've been so many years, that we didn't see each other and you’re still in my head and in my thoughts. Maybe it would be different now, if you were here. Maybe i wouldn’t be alone, sitting here and writting this. Maybe now, we would be talking about our youth and our love.  I’m not even sure whether I’m going to write the last word that i want to tell you, but you should know, if there’s a heaven it is here on earth with you. And this i will tell you, remember, I’m sure we’ll see each other very soon, sooner than you think. ‘Cause I know that you always meet those who you love, no matter when. It always happens in the end. Even if it was in the heaven, that i’ve told you about.There we’ll stay young forever and the only heaven in witch i’ll be sent is the one where i’m with you. There no one will judge us, everything will be as powerless and weak as I am now. And most important of all, is that there judgment of age, will not have any power over our youth, that we keep selfishly till the end.