#matteo lockscreen

• matteo florenzi as non-binary!icons!

hm, hi! matteo being enby is my favorite headcanon, and i kinda feel represented in some way. hope this doesn't sound bad to anyone and please be kind.

ㅡ matteo florenzi & david schreibner edit.

"The only heaven I'll be sent to is when I'm alone with you." ㅡ Hozier, take me to church.

matteo's father called. that was, according to the clock, two hours ago.

it was 8:50 in the morning when the silent and warm tears came down the blonde's face, who fled to hide.

hans was the first to notice his absence, shouting for the apartment. looking for him.

ㅡ matteo? matteo!

he screamed as he walked around the apartment. a brittle "no" echoed through the kitchen, and hans took a lot of attention to notice the table.

exactly where he was. curled up, hiding under the table, hands covering his eyes.

ㅡ teo? what are u doing?

ㅡ he doesn't care about me, hans. never did. it's all about stuff, houses, real estate and stupid money.

both were silent for a few seconds. matteo stammered between the words, running over them.

ㅡ i once dreamed that he tried to kill me. it felt right, you know? so the family would be normal again.

it crashed inside hans, the triggers lit and he knew what was going on. matteo was in crisis. a depressed crisis.

ㅡ bullshit. don't you dare to say that again. you don't want to die, matteo. look at me, it's fine. you're doing fine, butterfly.

matteo knew it was all a lie. he was not doing well. he was alone as usual.

and this time, the poison kept to trickle down the kitchen floor.