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her body and other parties by carmen maria machado. i dont really get scared by horror in books but each story was really engaging and i loved her take on the classic horror stories like the green ribbon and the hook hand murders.

fingersmith by sarah waters. yes i am so incredibly late to reading this book, but as soon as i started i was ravenous for it and finished in only a few days because i couldn't stop

the monstrous series by lily mayne. putting the entire series on here because i refuse to pick a favorite lol. i went looking for monster fucking books and i found almost exactly what i was looking for with these (even if i think there should be some f/f content too 🤪) i had to force myself not to devour all 7 books right after each other because i got so into them and was worried i'd run out too quickly. a few of them made me cry hehe

squire by aara alfageeh and nadia shammas. im counting graphic novels too bc why not! im not usually a big YA reader but this had me hooked from the very beginning. the art is wonderful and the writing is fantastic

actually dont have a 5th one because ive read a LOT of stinkers, and even tho im having fun and reading more than ive read in years... stinkers are still stinkers lol. i am currently making my way through the locked tomb series and enjoying it a lot tho!

I just burst into tears, this make me so happy!

2. Who is your favourite professor at Hogwarts?

Professor McGonagall, I also loved Lupin.

19. Favourite Weasley?

Ronald of course, I do love the twins as well though.

21. What would your boggart be?

My family and friends shown as dead.

24. How do you feel about Cursed Child?

Honestly, when i first read the script I wasn’t a huge fan and I thought there was a lot of mess in regards to the story and everything. But when I saw it live it was sensational, it was magical and honestly one of the best experiences of my life and that sort of changed my feelings about it. The storyline isn’t great but the production is amazing.

oh man that is a TOUGH question! I have been thinking about it all weekend haha

so from hardest to…still pretty hard, I would say

the scene with Harry in Dumbledore’s office at the end of OotP

Fred’s death, DH

the bit at the end of GoF when Mrs Weasley hugs Harry and he has ‘no memory of being hugged like this, as if by a mother (my HEART)

the bit in OotP when Ginny says ‘lucky you’, in reference to Harry having forgotten about her possession, because I feel like she is just so ALONE when she says that. And I don’t mean that as a judgement on Harry alone, but just because I think EVERYONE forgets about what happened to her and that is just…awful? I mean, it’s such an incredibly dark narrative–she was 11 years old, and only just!–when it started and yeah, it ends up okay, but like I say, it’s never picked up on again and it’s like everyone just…moves on? I’m glad that Ginny did, too, but I just feel like it wasn’t as simple as just having a hot chocolate and that being the end of it, as is implied. And I think that in some ways that is a really powerful message to send out to young girls: a Bad Thing can happen to you, but you can still go on and have a good and full and fun life, and you don’t have to be defined by it, like in Ginny’s case. But there is part of me that kind of thinks JKR could’ve done a LOT more with the whole storyline and that just…did not happen. Which is a real shame. (oh man can you tell Ginny Weasley is one of my #heroines from this rambling response haha)

Hedwig’s death. I love Hedwig. It was the worst.

the first character i ever fell in love with: meredith

a character that i used to love/like, but now do not: arizona

a ship that i used to love/like, but now do not: i’m not loving owen/amelia as much anymore

my ultimate favorite character™: lexie

prettiest character: mark

my most hated character: owen

my OTP: slexie, japril

my NOTP: alex/izzie, jackson/maggie

favorite episode: 6x23-6x24

saddest death: lexie & mark

favorite season: season 5

least favorite season: season 9

character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate: alex (hate is a strong word, i just don’t particularly like him)

my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave: amelia

my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave: meredith

my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship: meredith/deluca

i still haven’t watched the finale because of what i’ve heard from friends about how it ends (and i’ve seen gifs, etc.), and tbh i don’t plan to because i don’t want that to be how i remember the team/show! but 4x21 was a good ep so i’d say you could watch that one and then just leave it there if you don’t want to end on a sour note! :)

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

I said the entirety of high school the first time I answered this but like really I’d like to not get the shit kicked out of me repeatedly in middle school. That’d be cool.

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?

@mathiilde3 asked: Sydney and Vaughn (ALIAS)