\\ oh boy. so. hey.. i figure i owe an explanation, and yall are entirely free to hate me and / or pick a new jay.
im SO sorry for dropping off the face of the earth about half a year ago. i've been in the hospital for a nerve disease and several other conditions, along with having to figure out life in general. my mental health was in a horrid state, and roleplaying wasnt really in the cards for me at the time.
now, a whole fuckin 7 ish months later, im doing a lot better. im still cane/walker bound, but im getting treatment regularly. ill still be in and out of the ER and hospital, but its not as bad as it was. that being said, id love to be able to rejoin as jay, and hopefully one day pick up my lloyd blog again, though i dont know when that will be. ofc this is a group decision, and im not planning on shoving myself back in, especially after my absence. again, i'm so sorry for doing what i have without an explanation.
