I don't see what she means he's just a funky little guy 🤭

mars..

we got-

@soda-shark the alt/emo baddie who looks intimidating but is actually a huge soft nerd who is also fucking feral /aff

@enderdragon-1030 the tall (bro is like 6’2” or some shit) one who lurks and scares bad people away (and also likes to torment us at sleepovers 🖕)

@marsisrealscared gay uncle/Hawaiian shirt and button up dad who you THINK is the “nice one” but he is also pretty feral. he also likes cats.

and thank u so much sweet sweet bee<3 it’s just annoying that i’m bummed about it ya know? it was only two dates and he doesn’t owe me anything but…let a girl know ANYWAYS

OH NOOO SICKNESS AS STRUCK, how are you feeling? the one good thing about being sick is being able to sit in your comfort and feel sorry for urself (: AND cinnamon chocolate chip??? i have never had the pleasure of a cookie like that, it sounds scrumptious!! i love the silly little pics of the bakes, truly allows me to visualize and brings the whole story together hehe

STOP- gbbo is genuinely my fav show to exist, ur so right!! the drama! the theatre! the comfort! the humor! perfection in the form of a show

i hope you’re feeling better n taking care of urself as well! happy october third!! hope you’re feeling xtra comfy and autumn<3

mars!!!! eek i hope you like them omgosh!!!! and thank you omg— i realised i needed a halloween theme so here we are!!! but your theme?? so pretty omgosh. hopefully work is treating you well!!!

ugh you're so right</3 he doesn't deserve to even be in your mind, here's hoping you find someone ten times better smh

im feeling a little better today luckily!!! managed to drag myself out of bed and get to uni, but i'm still all fuzzy-brained. mentally im sending you a cinnamon choc chip cookie,, hopefully you're receiving it<333

and yes!!!! it needs more appreciation?! its so entertaining but so comforting? like yes i am stressing over the bakes going wrong but i also have never been more relaxed in my life? it has everything you could want in a show smh

playing cards against humanity with @soda-shark @enderdragon-1030 @marsisrealscared

guess who’s cards these are.

YOU DESERVE IT ALL BEE MY LOVE!! remembering insignificant things is such a love language of mine i- i understand the down bad, how’s it going with him! did you guys hangout? did he bring over take out food from his uncles restaurant just to see you? does he carry a book in his pocket? hehe

i’ve definitely been resting a lot recently! i also started therapy which i think is helping with everything (: plus everything is winding down and i’ll be traveling home soon and i’m kinda excited to be back home, with my full wardrobe and my dab pen to be quite honest shdhs…but month wise october and april have my heart, i love rainy gloomy weather so they’re currently battling for my affection, like i love spring but i love fall n it’s so sweet and spooky

no new dates thankfully, i have a deep hatred of men forever and always but this truly put me in a different spot. the audacity. but thank u for ur well wishes, i’ll find someone eventually but i’m in no rush, honestly i really enjoy being alone!! p.s i forgot to tell u i dyed my whole head red! like bright red! it’s cutie but i’m excited for it to fade already shdhs

i love you lots my bee!! congratulations on 1.5k that is literally fucking insane!! you deserve everything and more. forever will be my fav writer on here and i shall celebrate by participating in ur celebration and reading ur fics of course (:< (i’m sorry for how long this is shdhs)

mars mars mars!!! its now my turn to apologise for my disappearance,, ive missed you! that honestly sound like. an amazing way to spend your time and i am eternally jealous that im not doing that rn.. i think that's an amazing compliment tbh (and you DO give such moony vibes!!!)

YOUVE BEEN TALKING NON STOP EEEEE HOW IS HE?? WHEN ARE YOU GETTING COFFEE?? THIS WEEK?? i’m happy ur fully better, ur must’ve been the cookies and tea hmmm

sooo i may have a date tomorrow with a different boy…i may also be very nervous after previous boy but it’s rough out here and i like attention ):< we’re meeting for coffee and i’m shdhshs

how have you been! it’s literally been ages (a week) since i’ve responded! hope ur well sweet<3 also i decided to start a new post cause the other was getting so long so i’m sorry for the false notif from before

mars my angel!!! no need at all to apologise omgosh,, we've all been there SHDKB but how have you been?? the drunkness suggests you've been having some fun, which im happy to hear

YES!!! he is. just so wow. turns out we have scarily similar taste in not only music n films, but books?!?! and he sends me daily pics n vids of his cat so. safe to say im planning the wedding already.

it definitely was!!!! they helped a bunch>:) i do now have a case of the sniffles but im hoping if i ignore it it'll go away smh

today is the date day if im not mistaken!!!! so i need all the updates (aka as much as you're willing to share), coffee dates are always great and i can sense this guy will be much better than the last, im manifesting it. you deserve all of the attention ever, actually!!!

i've been good eep!!! done a lot of studying recently, which has made me feel nice and productive, and have been channeling the power of rory gilmore and remus lupin to get through it. we'll see how long it lasts😳😳

ghosting is the worst like! give an explanation! i may be a little tipsy but i want an explanation and i’m literally RESTRAINING myself from texting him? it’s so foul, my roommates are sick of me i asking if i should text him when i know i shouldn’t,,anyways thank u my sweet bee, i def needed the love n hugs<3 it’s just literally such a bummer & i keep saying it and i’m so sorry i sdhdhsh

i love that you bake AT LEAST once a week that’s so slay i cannot even explain,,,my fav show is the great british baking show so i love living vicariously thru bakers since i cannot, pls send all the bakes (even if theyre not “proper”) id love to hear about all of it!!

you're the sweetest ever omgosh?? you're gonna make me cry in the best way possible,, m so glad if its motivating u cause it means i get to talk to u more hehe>:)

literally!!!! like the least you can do is explain what's up?! ugh. so confusing sometimes, m so sorry, n you deserve to be upset/pissed about it! you got this,, n im sending you another round of love cause its what u deserve<3

ive just had to cancel my date today as im ill and sniffly so now i can sit around and feel sorry for myself BUT as i reply to this, ive just finished up baking!! decided to be totally self indulgent and make cinnamon choc chip cookies because i am a slut for cinnamon (will include another silly lil pic) gbbo is EVERYTHING to me omg,, i totally understand, its SO good?! the drama?! the theatre of it?! ugh. incredible.

anyways! hope you're doing good today n taking care of yourself, n happy first of october!!!