9 days
Husband arrives in a few hours time (his first flight is about to land in an hour) and then it’s REAL. I WILL BE LEAVING THE COUNTRY IN A MATTER OF DAYS. I’ve had anxiety dreams and insomnia and just over all anxiety about this huge life change that is going into effect.
I’m happy to finally be able to live with him but freaking out because it’s a huge change and omg I will be leaving behind everything/one that I am familiar with and what if nobody likes me?? the reasonable part of my brain knows that this is just anxiety and that everything will be find once I settle in.. but the unreasonable part is currently screaming the loudest.












