i'm moving back to the states tomorrow (completely unrelated to hell work, my contract just ended a couple of weeks ago lol) and i will be unemployed for a bit while i settle back in so i'll have time to write!
ironically, i've had plenty of time to write—and i have written a lot, jaehyun's fic is actually completely finished and i've started on yuta's—but what i don't have the time (or brain power) to do is edit. i'm someone who is very anal about proofreading my stuff before i post it, and i have to go in with a clear, energized head to do so. with work exhausting me as much as it has lately, i'm so paranoid i'm going to miss things that could be changed.
so i apologize for leaving you hanging for so long. this project was definitely one i always had the passion of finishing, and i still intend to do that (along with a number of other projects that are now in the works)
in other news: thank y'all for the sudden resurgence in the wolf mark smut?? somehow it's just gotten swaths of likes in the past week or so, i'm still really glad you guys like it so much!! more wolf mark stuff is in the works~
and on a final note... if y'all ever get the chance to see the dreamies in concert, DO IT. budget as much money as you need to do it, it's so fucking worth it. i was lucky enough to get to see them this past thursday and i got even luckier with seats (front row of the stands, it was a lucky draw) and there is something magical about being in a room with 7dream and something even more magical about being that close to them as they ride around singing lisgo. go to tds2 like your life depends on it it was the best concert of my life
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unknown fact about allie: i have... an absurd, encyclopedia-like knowledge of harry potter for absolutely no reason. it's so strange. it's like i have some sort of selective photographic memory of the books and films. i could tell you literally anything you wanted to know. it's absurd. i don't even know why i'm like this, i enjoy the potterverse but i'm not a die-hard fan or anything and i don't even realize how much i know sometimes
the kids i teach will randomly quiz me and we have "harry day" every week where i just go ape-shit on an obscure detail none of them knew about. they ask me to sort them and when i do they like to tell me "but pottermore sorted me into [insert house]" and my response is "well, yeah, because pottermore assumes that whether you like right or left is an indicator of your internal motivation and mental throughline" and then i direct them to the Better Quiz and i'm never wrong
i'm not going anywhere with this, i'm just. considering my life choices after spending like ten minutes in class on friday talking to kids about how tom riddle's choice to call his followers death eaters is actually so unbelievably thought out and connected to real-world influence because. yew trees ! tom riddle herbology prodigy confirmed
anyways thanks for coming to my ted lupin talk, h&s ch.5 will be up later this week lol
for anyone who read on the edge that cares, i want all of you to know that in the wolf!superm universe, kai drives a navy blue 2011 ford f-150 lariat, which as we all know means he's either sexy as fuck or a complete asshole, and we all know which one of those categories kai falls under
let it also be known that it's canon that kai wanted the black one but the dealership he went to didn't have any black ones in stock so he literally settled for the blue one instead of waiting another couple of weeks or finding another dealership. impulsive wolf kai, you love to see it
let it also be known that kai has definitely had truck sex. multiple times. front seat, back seat, in the flatbed, sorry i don't make the rules
claiming myself as wolf anon 🐺 and omg i’m so excited for all that you have left!! mark is so well written in ur fic!!
oh my goodness my first emoji’ed anon in recent memory 😪
hello 🐺 anon !! i’m super super excited for more wolf mark too~ another anon mentioned they were interested in that rut smut so that’s the one that’s taking priority for editing right now 👀 might be posted in the next week or so around the same time i post chapter 5 of my ongoing jaehyun fic :) not sure what i’m going to call it title-wise yet? but we’ll see lol
thank you for the praise !! mark is one of my favorite idols to write for, so it really means a ton that you guys are enjoying reading him as much as i’m enjoying writing him☺️
HI ANON I LOVE HOW EXCITED YOU ARE AND I WOULD BE HAPPY TO FEED YOU
i truthfully have at least like five or six drafts for wolf mark that are all mostly done and just need editing, so… i’m curious what you guys would like to see from him first??
let’s see… of what’s basically finished, we have:
mark’s second rut (his first post-imprint). this one is very mark-focused and doesn’t actually feature the reader at all except in narration but it’s like. big on the characterization if that’s something y’all are interested in
ten’s rut/the attack. this one is mostly a ten smut + a bunch of angst near the end but you would get to see sexy aggressive territorial wolf mark which is a selling point if i’ve ever heard one
mark tells the reader he’s a virgin. this one is also really long and includes a few scenes that are heavy on the insecurity comfort (so sort of an angst/fluff hybrid) as well as a bit of pseudo-smut in the form of a handjob near the end
mark’s third rut (his first with the reader). hard smut, basically. this one does border on coercion/noncon (very lightly) but it’s mostly overstim and a bit of unintentional pain in the form of knotting and manhandling
this one happens way way later in the timeline (when the lucas story would actually be ongoing) but i also have a really soft and romantic one where mark drops the L-word for the first time. i was debating actually including this in the lucas story to begin with as it’s a pretty important turning point in ten’s subplot but i probably wouldn’t mind posting it now and writing out any spoilers idk
but yeah, most of the mark story happens before lucas comes into the picture so there’s a lot to work with without spoilers!! it also sort of gives those of you who are interested in the superm wolfpack stuff a bit more content to read without the inclusion of lucas himself, as i know he’s still a pretty sensitive topic for a lot of fans.
so if any of those stand out to you, let me know anon!! i’d love to post any of them to give y’all more wolf mark, because i just absolutely adore him and he’s the sweetest thing in the whole world 🥲
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because i decided to post a one-shot for him that has nothing to do with the book that he's from, and it's not early on in their relationship lmao
so hi! for anyone who clicked on this link from "on the edge," this is basically everything you need to know about how we got to this point in the story (without any spoilers for "stuck in a rut," the (tentative) lucas story that takes place in the same universe, as this whole thing happens before his appearance in the pack). i'm sorry if this is just as long as the one-shot itself lol
if you need context as to how this universe as a whole "works," you can find that here. it's also linked in the notes of on the edge in case you missed it! i'll be using terminology from that post in this one, so if anything is confusing, please read that :)
so basically:
all of the members of superm are in one big wolfpack. they go to virginia tech, and they keep the wolf part of their lives under wraps by masking everything under a fraternity (called sigma mu)
kai is the alpha in this pack. he's not the oldest, but he's been a wolf since he was a toddler so he's the most experienced out of everyone and thus is the leader
the reader is a graphic design major, as is ten (i swear he's important)
ten and the reader met in their first class at virginia tech as freshmen. they're basically best friends. the reader does not know he's a wolf
at this point, ten is the pup in the pack. he joined, along with taeyong, around a year before he began his studies as VT during a campus tour when he was a senior in high school, where the two met kai, taemin, and baekhyun
when ten and the reader become friends, ten is one of only five members in the pack. mark has not yet joined
over the course of their freshman year, ten and the reader work on graphic design projects together, usually at her dorm since ten is a bit uncomfortable with her coming over to the frat house in case she might learn too much
mark, an english major, is turned into a wolf right at the beginning of sophomore year (he is the same age as ten in this story). it's bad. he was essentially brutally attacked by a wolf and left for dead, and he stumbled into kai's pack pretty much on pure instinct, where he was patched up by kai's imprint, jess, and sort of initiated into the pack. so he's now the pup
very soon into sophomore year, ten finally agrees to bring the reader to his house, figuring that he's grown accustomed enough to his new lifestyle that he won't let anything slip to her
during this first visit to the house, the reader meets mark in passing as he's heading out to go to a class, and he imprints on her immediately.
he's been a wolf for, like, two or three weeks at this point? has absolutely no fucking idea what's happening or why he suddenly cannot stop smelling this smell (he can't put his finger on what it smells like but he likes it), but he disregards it and doesn't tell anyone. figures it's a normal wolf thing
mark is also just. really fucked up from it all. he's not adjusting well, has this disgusting scar on his ribcage from the attack that didn't heal very well, and being from a very christian family with a strict christian father, his faith is also being tested as someone who very vehemently did not believe in wolves before he became one. he thinks he's cursed, basically
mark has his first rut about a week into turning, which is super unfortunate for him because he's not ready for it at all. he manages to get through it with medicine, but it's not fun, especially considering he's still healing from his attack
so things go on after mark imprints on the reader, and no one in the pack has any idea that it's happened
mark has his second rut, which is his first post-imprint, and it's the absolute fucking worst. this is when he realizes what's actually going on with him, because for some reason even though he's only met the reader, like, twice, he cannot stop thinking about her while he's fucking into his fist, and the smell is unbearable
he still doesn't tell anyone once he makes it through that second one
three weeks later, ten starts his rut
the reader is over at the sigma mu house to work on a project with him, and ten is pretty confident that he can hold himself back despite the rut. he needs to hold himself back, because this project is due in two days. but despite his self-control, he's still a bit oddly flirtatious and handsy with her
the reader picks up on it, and she starts to flirt back
and one thing leads to another, and ten and the reader have sex. remember that no one in this pack knows that mark has imprinted
mark is out shopping when this happens, and all of a sudden as he's checking out, that scent that he can't get rid of turns sour. he knows something's wrong. and he sprints back to the sigma mu house to figure out what it is, and he finds ten and the reader fucking. and even worse, that ten has claimed her with a big fat mark right on her collarbone
mark goes ape shit
he rips ten off of her before he can knot, turns into a wolf, and goes in for the kill. he gets one good attack in on ten's eye before kai subdues him, and the reader is left naked and traumatized, being comforted by taemin and baekhyun while things are explained to her. despite their newfound assumptions, they still don't exactly know why mark suddenly got so angry with ten, so the imprint thing is left out
later that night, after she's made sure that ten is going to be okay, she's visited by mark, who's trying to explain and apologize. she's rightfully pissed at him, but after he explains everything about how he had no idea what was going on and never meant to hurt ten and was just acting on instinct because he physically needs her... she kind of comes around
it's slow at first, but she figures that she would be an asshole to just cut mark off because of this one incident when he's stressed to her how genuinely important she is to him, and they're practically strangers, but she tries to at least be friendly with him so that his life isn't completely ruined
once things have settled and ten's eye has mostly healed, mark and the reader become fast friends, and she starts hanging around the house more often, either for projects with ten or to try getting closer to mark. she swears that she's only doing it because he needs it, but... let's face it, who wouldn't fall for him? he's precious
but despite the strange feelings, she refuses to actually get close to him because she feels like he'll never actually like her and that his feelings for her start and end with emotional obsession
and then... mark reveals that his third rut is coming up in a few weeks, and that he'll probably be pretty hyperfixated on the reader when it happens. he suggests that she stay far away from him while it's happening, but she insists that if it'll help him through it, she'll have sex with him
after a thorough discussion with ten on how ruts work, he volunteers to take her to her appointment to get an iud (so that she can safely have sex with mark when he needs it while still avoiding pregnancy), and on the way back to the house afterward, he explains how mark turned to her and why mark is so timid in taking his shirt off around people (because he feels ashamed of the scar). ten also explains that the reader seems to be finally bringing mark out of his shell and returning some sense of normalcy to his life, and regardless of everything going on between the three of them, he thanks her for taking care of his packmate
mark reveals that night that he's actually a virgin, and the reader instantly understands that the last thing he wants is to lose it in a rut where he can't control himself. there's about two weeks until it starts, and the reader can't have penetrative sex for a week due to the iud placement, so she offers to take his virginity in a week so that he can lose it before his rut starts and get comfortable in a sexual setting while he's still in control
but because the mood has shifted and mark is a bit turned on from thinking about losing his virginity, the reader offers to at least get him off so he can sort of ease into it before actually having sex with her. she gives him a handjob, and mark basically begs to eat her out (because he can smell her), but she stops him because his instincts seem to be taking over and she doesn't want him to lose control just in case anything is still sore from the iud. she does sort of run her fingers through her labia and let him taste it finger-sucking style, though. he enjoys that very much
mark also tries to take her shirt off to touch her a little, but he chickens out because he thinks it's "unfair" that he can't take his off because of the scar and he doesn't want to do anything to her that he wouldn't let her do to him
a week later, "on the edge" begins. it's the story of mark's loss of virginity :')
thank you for reading this far and i hope everything makes sense, lol. i have a few other one-shots written for these two (ten and mark), including that handjob scene and the first time mark drops the L-bomb so if you like "on the edge" and want more wolf!mark... i'd be happy to feed you
because it is NOT an omegaverse and i feel like the clarification is necessary
so hi! welcome to allie's rambled explanation of how "stuck in a rut" is going to work (probably months before it's posted, but i got excited posting on the edge and couldn't help myself)
the basics:
in this story, the members of superm are wolves. werewolves, technically, though they're not really referred to as such in the story so much as they just call themselves wolves.
wolves can shift between their human and wolf forms at will, with no real consequences except that it tires them out if they do it too often and they will need to recouperate for a while
wolves are grouped into packs (there's two main packs in this story), and each pack has a designated alpha, often the one who has been a wolf for the longest time, who is in charge of watching over and protecting the rest of the pack.
humans can become wolves in one of two ways: either they are born from wolf parents (two beta wolves OR one alpha regardless of their partner), or they are attacked by another wolf with the intention of turning them. wolf attacks happen often, but the attacking wolf can force their dna to be mixed with the victim through the bite mark if they so choose. this is often done by alphas if they wish to bring someone into their pack, or it is done as revenge
the newest member in the pack is affectionately referred to as the "pup" and is usually babied and teased by the other members of the pack. this is essentially a rite of passage, lol
imprinting (not like jacob and remoraid):
a wolf can imprint on anyone, regardless of their status as a wolf or human
imprinting happens suddenly and often without any warning to the affected wolf, usually on the first or second meeting with the person they're imprinting on. there's no requirement of how long a wolf has to have been turned or what status they have to be in their pack
all people have scents. an imprint affects a wolf by heightening that person's scent to an unbearable degree basically to the point of obsession. this is not explicitly romantic or sexual, but it often becomes so if the imprinted-on person (the imprintee, if you will) allows the wolf to become closer to them
once a wolf imprints, that's basically it. they cannot take it back; it's a lifetime commitment, and many wolves drive themselves insane trying to win over their imprint so that they can stay with them forever
packs are often aware of which people the members in their pack have imprinted on, and there's an unspoken rule that imprints are off-limits to pack members
claiming:
a wolf can "claim" a human by marking them; that is, they give the human a special sort of bite mark that leaves behind that wolf's scent. other wolves will then know that that particular human is off-limits
claims are temporary and last about one month until the mark fades, unless the claim occurs during a rut (explained later). if a wolf claims a human during their rut, the claim is permanent except under very specific circumstances that will cause the mark to fade. this essentially makes a permanently-marked human that wolf's "mate"
a claim mark can be placed anywhere on the body. some humans aware of the claiming process will prefer permanent marks to be placed in less obvious areas (that would be covered by clothing). others just see them as glorified hickeys and don't care. depends on the person and on the wolf
ruts (NSFW, not quite an omegaverse lol):
wolves are growers. humans who have turned into wolves will experience larger erections post-turn. basically they're hung as hell regardless of how big or small they were as a human
a male wolf goes into their rut once every 56 days (eight weeks, or two lunar cycles)
ruts cause wolves to be insatiable, craving sex either from their mate (claimed through marking), their imprint, or from any human or wolf if neither of the first two are applicable
how long a rut lasts depends on how satisfied they are from the sex they receive. in many cases, a rut can end after one orgasm if the wolf has sex with their mate or imprint, but sex with ordinary humans or other wolves may cause the rut to be extended up to a week in length, especially if the wolf doesn't have sex for an extended period of time once their rut begins
all wolves experience ruts regardless of their status as alpha/beta, though alpha ruts tend to be more aggressive with larger knots and longer knot periods
knots are present on all male wolves regardless of their status as alpha/beta and only appear during ruts (the sex process is identical to regular human sex when the wolf is not in their rut). the purpose of a knot is obviously to pass on genetically; when knotting, the base of the penis will swell so that is is locked inside whichever hole it's in
a knot can last post-orgasm anywhere from fifteen to thirty minutes for betas and thirty minutes to an hour for alphas, often on the longer side if the wolf is knotting inside of their mate or imprint. during this time, the penis cannot be removed except by brute force, which can and will cause damage to the surrounding area
chances of pregnancy dramatically increase during a rut due to knotting, especially for alphas. many women (human or wolf) who are aware of the rut and knotting process will choose to undergo multiple forms of birth control as a safety precaution, as the male wolf cannot wear a condom while knotting without ripping the condom
yes, this means that many wolves use the "pullout method" to avoid knotting altogether
ruts can be "tamed" through certain medicines, which are taken to lessen the pain of the rut if the wolf cannot find someone to have sex with. some wolves can become addicted to this medicine if they take it for multiple ruts in a row (for whatever reason)
heats do exist and are mentioned, but they're not relevant in this story and thus don't need to be fleshed out as much. but yeah, basically a wolf with a vagina will have the same thing happen every once in a while minus the knotting
i'm so so sorry this got so long but um. that's everything you need to know! some of this will be explained as the story goes on but some of it is left pretty vague, so i will be linking to this post in every chapter for those that need a refresher. all wolf universes have very different rules from one another, so i figured it was important to sort of explain how this one works, just to get rid of any confusion.
chapter 4 took twenty years to come out, lol. i've actually been working on getting everything ready to start yuta's story (historical research, compiling header images, fixing up chapter titles, writing little blurbs of inspiration), so that's taken my time away from jaehyun for a bit. BUT i can confidently go ahead and reveal the title of the first chapter, which is unfortunately not as interesting as some of you might have been hoping for it to be:
Le Cadeau de la Vielle Femme
(which translates to "The Old Woman's Gift")
it's not the crazy incubus smut title i'm sure we were all expecting but y'all gotta bear with me, we have to add some plot to all of this lmao. look forward to that one releasing soon after i complete heart and soul!
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in addition, i've been working on some things production-wise with some fellow stray kids fans for a huge music project that's going to be coming out in the next few months or so. i don't want to spoil too much but just know that it's all i'll be talking about for at least a few weeks after it drops.