#markedbyangels

you let people hurt you

it’s probably not something you started doing consciously. it’s just how things have always been and it feels to late to change it. you’ve never been very good at sticking up for yourself, and you’ve started to become accustomed to being hurt. you even like it a little, or, at least, you aren’t sure you’d want to feel any other way. sometimes it’s hard to remember that just because you’ve felt unloved before, it doesn’t mean you’re unloved now. I love you :-)

“Now, Dean, you yourself must have realised that things are never really simple. If the world was as black and white as you want it to be, then all the torturous, little decisions you’ve had to make over the years wouldn’t have been so....difficult”

@markedbyangels SAID: ✖ SALTY MUNDAY ( 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. )

How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

1.) During S5, Jimmy used to song bomb Cas with Simon & Garfunkel, and also had quite a few other folk-rock tunes from that era.  While he doesn’t remember it thanks to Naomi, Cas’s favorite song was The Boxer; he liked it for its honesty.  (He understands the metaphors in song lyrics better than he does human idioms because angels were made first to sing.)

Cas also sang back, duet with his vessel inside their shared skull, which is another thing he doesn’t remember.

(If anyone’s dying of curiosity, his -- and their -- backstory is linked on my blog’s sidebar.)

2.) Cas loves his Father’s Garden, and he also loves humanity as a species.  So, pretty much everything, even after all of this.  If you’re asking about natural spaces, he loves oceans and mountains particularly well, but there’s not really any part of his Father’s works he doesn’t delight in.

@markedbyangels​​ asked: ❝ we gotta do this more often. ❞

        ⸺ ❝ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡? 𝑎𝑙𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑡𝑜 𝑗𝑎𝑖𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛’𝑡 BEGIN to explain to the regulars out there? ❞