#mark smuts

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“Group meeting!” Min-Seo says as she stood their front of you and your group. You stood there quietly, silently and patiently waiting for your leader to let you know what this meeting is about.

“What is this meeting about?” Da-Eun asks out of the blue and you just glanced at your roommate and then back at the leader.

“Well I first wanted to say, you three have worked hard and now here we are finally getting ready to debut which felt like forever,” To be honest you were expecting this discussion to maybe be about what happened earlier with the whole Jaebum situation. You were waiting to get scolded at and told to respect your elders but nope it was something you didn’t expect.

“About time!” Soo Mi shouts excitedly as she threw her arms up in the air and you couldn’t help but smile.

“Yes! And I know I can be harsh at times but I honestly hope that we can all learn from this, work hard and all become successful with one another. Who’s with me?” Min-Seo says looking at the three of you and in no time you all stood up and looked at one another.

There you decided to make the first move, you threw your hand in the middle of the circle you all made, and then Soo Mi places her hand on top of yours, then Da-Eun and at last Min-Seo. 

“Pink desire!” You all shouted in sync as you threw your hands up in the air and for once when you glanced at your bandmates you actually felt all of you were finally going to get along. You finally felt a bit more welcomed into the group than before.

~

Jaebum’s Point of View

I didn’t want to make the whole ditching situation a big deal but the truth is I was still bothered by it. I mean how could Mark and Y/N just get up and leave me behind? If they didn’t want me to join the two, someone could have told me and I would have understood. 

I was so lost in my thoughts that it got interrupted when I suddenly heard the boys call out “Hyung’s home!” Just from that, I knew Mark was home.

I had two options here. Either one I question Mark and then give him a piece of my mind, or two or just act like it didn’t bother me and go on with my day... Either way, I had to think of something fast because Mark was now back in the dorms.

“I’m back,” Mark says walking into the living room and I decided to just act like nothing happened. I grabbed my phone and just began to text. 

“Hey Mark,” I said casually and I glanced at Mark and he looked surprised. He was probably expecting for me to overreact but I wasn’t going to...

“Wow, you’re not mad?” Mark asks sitting right next to me and I put my phone down and looked at Mark.

“No, why would I be mad?” I was trying my hardest to act as calm as possible but deep down inside I was bothered by the whole situation but I didn’t want to show that.

“Well.... We ditched you... And I thought maybe you would be mad,” Just as I expected Mark was waiting for me to be mad...

“Nope, I personally don’t care.” Mark looked surprised and all I could do was smile and simply walk back to my room.

“Wow... He really didn’t get mad..” I could hear Mark mumble before, at last, I entered my room and from that point on I closed the door and decided to just stay by myself for the rest of the night.

~

Your Point of View

After last night finally getting along with your band members, you all eventually went to sleep for another long day. Today you all had a photo shoot and had to practice for your debut stage performance.

You knew being star required a lot of work but it can be really tiring... At least for you...

“Do you think when we finally debut I can finally meet Mino?” You looked over at Da-Eun and giggled.

You see, Da-Eun has this huge crush on Mino from Winner from the company YG. You still remember when Da-Eun would go on and on how the moment you all become this famous girl group, she wants to meet Mino at least once.

“If you believe that you will meet Mino, it will happen.” You said encouraging Da-Eun and she smiles.

“Let’s hope so! Who do you want to meet once we are famous?” Soo Mi asks as all of you continued to walk into JYP entertainment and you had to stop and think about it. 

To be honest you never really thought about it or at least you didn’t put mind to it just because there wasn’t anyone in particular that you wanted to meet.... But then again... Even though you didn’t have anyone in mind you wanted to meet.... Doesn’t mean you haven’t met someone that made you glad you met them...

And by saying that... You were referring to Mark...

“Mmmm I think I already met that particular person.” As I said that, Da-Eun and the rest of the group stopped and looked at me.

“Who could that person possibly be?” Min-Seo asks and I smiled.

“We all met him yesterday... It’s nothing special but it was cool meeting Mark.” I clearly liked him a little more than how I’m making it seem but you know... If my group ever sees the two of us ever hanging out I don’t want my group to think I’m trying to make some type of move...

“Well, I can’t relate. I need to meet Mino and then maybe I’ll feel the same way.” Da-Eun says and you smiled.

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Mark’s Point of View

“So Mark lately I noticed you been around Y/N a lot, what is that all about?” Jackson asks moving his eyebrows up and down and my eyes widen and I noticed the rest of the guys all staring at my direction.

“Can’t a guy just simply be nice to a new artist that’s joining JYP?” I asked Jackson and he remained quiet just staring at me and I stared back at him.

Is he going to say something? Or are we having a staring contest or something... I don’t know...

“Or not...” I blurted and Jackson nodded and smiled.

“Exactly.” 

Whether I find Y/N cute or not is not important. I mean a girl can be beautiful and yes she caught my attention but I still need to see what kind of person she is. And on top of that, she is about to debut.... When artist debut in JYP there is a rule where the moment you debut, you have to wait three years before you can date...

“Anyways if Mark wanted to date Y/N she wouldn’t be able to,” Jaebum says basically reading my mind and I looked at him.

“I wasn’t planning to date her anyway..... She’s just a good friend... Nothing’s wrong with that right?” I asked looking right at Jaebum and he smiles.

“So you’re telling me you’re not interested in Y/N, not even a little bit?” I have no idea why Jaebum even cares but if I wanted to get the boys off my back... I had to say things that made them leave me alone.

“I’m not.” Jaebum nods and just continues to smile.

“Interesting.” 

Truth is I like Y/N but I can’t let anyone know.. Especially now that I just remember that about the no dating policy...

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Your Point of View

Here was the moment of truth. Yesterday you stayed in the studio shooting your music video and taking pictures for the debut pictures and today you were going to practice before the big debut stage performance and then have another mini photoshoot. 

“I can’t believe this day has finally come!” You said leaning against the wall with your water bottle in your hand and sweat dripping down your forehead.

“Tell me about it, I feel like this day took way too long to come.” Soo Mi says and you nodded. 

You thought to be a trainee was hard work but wait till you go on that stage. The moment you are at that stage you will build a fanbase and you have to do everything you can to make sure you don’t jeopardize your future... One screw up and you can mess everything up.

“What do you think it feels like to be famous?” Da-Eun asks and you shrugged.

“Well, we will find that out very soon.” Before anything else can be said, you suddenly felt your phone vibrating and you looked at your group confused. 

Who could possibly be calling you right now? All of your bandmates were here and if it was anyone important to talk about the group they wouldn’t be calling you... They would call the leader of course.

You pulled out your phone and seen an unfamiliar phone number. Who is this?

“Who is it?” Min-Seo asks you as you continued to stare down at your phone completely confused and you shrugged.

“I have no idea... Should I answer?” All of your group nods all at once and you smiled, got up and in a matter of seconds, you answered the phone call.

“Hello?” You said as you were now in the hall from the dance studio and there you heard a familiar voice.... You knew that voice from somewhere...

“Hello Y/N.” 

“Jaebum?” Wait how did he even get your number? Why is he even calling you? What does he want?

“I’m surprised you recognized my voice that fast.” Well of course... He was the one you try to avoid the most now.

“How did you get my number?” You asked confused and you could Jaebum chuckling on the other side of the phone as if you were telling some type of joke. 

“I have my ways. Anyways I called just to ask a question.” What question did Jabeum possibly have? 

“What’s up?” You blurted out and Jaebum stays quiet for a couple of seconds before he says something.

“Well... Are you busy later on?” What why? Should you be scared? Every time you decide to spend time with Jaebum you always end up arguing and get locked into rooms (Cough cough)

“Why?” You questioned Jaebum and he sighs.

“Is it wrong for me wanting to spend time with my best friend?” Did he really just say best friend? Is this guy crazy or what?

“What are you up to?” You questioned Jaebum and instead of him answering you, he was quick to say something and that was it.

“Alright pick you up at 6.” After that being said, Jaebum hanged up the phone and left you there talking to yourself. What the hell is his deal? What was that for? Jaebum and you don’t even get along...

You walked back to the dance studio and all eyes were on you.

“Who called?” Min-Seo asks and you were about to say Jaebum’s name but you forgot that none of your members even know that you talk to the boys more than they think.

“Oh... It was a wrong number...” You lied and they all just nodded and continued to stretch. 

~

Jaebum’s Point of View

I have no idea what made me want to see Y/N again but I couldn’t help but to get her number from Mark’s number and call her up. I actually never felt like this towards a girl. If anything I usually just see them once and I’m okay with it...

But after yesterday’s incident, I realized I was really bothered that Y/N and I can’t seem to get along because I seem to screw everything up.

So maybe if I see Y/N one more time with the guys not around... I won’t fuck anything up.. I hope at least.

“Who were you calling?” Jinyoung asks as he came into the room and I smiled.

“Just a friend.” I didn’t lie... I mean I kind of did because Y/N isn’t my friend but she will be... Maybe. It all depends on how today turns out. Truth is I have no idea what to expect.

“Okay. Hey since we don’t have anything planned later, do you and the boys maybe want to go bowling?” Jinyoung asks me and my eyes widen. 

Shit, I have to come up with an excuse now. 

“Actually that’s why I was calling my friend, we haven’t seen each other in a while and I thought we should catch up while we can...” I said looking over at Jinyoung and he nodded. He was about to walk off but he stopped from walking and looked over at me.

“Why don’t you invite your friend.” Shit.

“Oh uh... I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Jinyoung was about to speak but instead of asking him why Mark walks into the room and suddenly speaks.

“Why?” Mark asks and I looked at him.

“Because I want to catch up with my friend and spend some one on one time,” I said looking right at Mark and he nods.

“That’s too bad.” 

The last thing I want is for Mark to get Y/N’s attention like he always does. I mean I know I fuck up all the time and I have no idea why I act the way I do around her and do the things I do but for once I want to get her attention and show that I’m not all bad.

“I hope to meet your friend soon,” Mark says smiling and for some reason, I felt my blood boiling. 

I know Y/N likes Mark probably more than me but then will be rearranged and that’s a fact. 

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To Be Continued

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At last you arrived at a convenience store with Mark and Jaebum by your side. You were kind of excited to spend time with Mark but the moment he invited Jaebum along, it made you question everything after all Jaebum and you weren’t on the best terms. 

“I’m surprised you’re not with your group,” Mark says as you all began to walk down the aisle collecting any food that seemed appetizing and you nodded.

“To be honest I mean they aren’t bad people, but it’s like I feel completely different from them and I don’t feel like I belong sometimes... I can’t help but to distance myself.” You confessed and Mark smiles.

“Well I’m sure you all will eventually get along just fine.” Mark says trying to be positive about the situation but the moment you glanced at Jaebum you could see him smirking as if he was making fun of you.

“Not so sure about that.” You heard Jaebum mumble under his breath however to show that he couldn’t under your skin, you completely ignored his comment and tried to enjoy your time with Mark by your side. If you had to act like Jaebum doesn’t exist then you will.

When all of you had your snacks , you stood in line and was planning to pay for your own things however Mark had other things in mind.

“You can set it down,” you were slightly confused but that’s when you realized Mark was basically telling you he was going to pay for you and you felt guilty.

“No I go-”

“No it’s okay, it’s the least thing I can do.” You wanted to protest even more but you decided to remain silent and just look at Mark.

“Thank you.” You smiled and Mark was about to reply till Jaebum cuts in the conversation inviting himself in.. 

“Hey Mark, how about you buy my things too?” Mark and you both looked at Jaebum however instead of having Mark protest and say no, he says sure and grabs Jaebum’s items from his hands and puts it along with your snacks as well.

“Wow, you would think a leader like you would invite your member but I guessed wrong.” You said nudging him from the side and he gave you a glare. 

You had no idea why it was so easy to get along with Mark but with Jaebum it’s a whole different other story. By the time all of you had your food ready to get eaten up, you saved a seat next to you for Mark but Jaebum comes up to you and takes the seat. Ugh this boy.

Mark looked at Jaebum but didn’t say much, instead he sat in his seat near Jaebum and you suddenly felt a big distance between Mark and you. Why does Jaebum enjoy doing this to you? You looked at Jaebum and at first he didn’t seem to notice your eyes on him till he looked at you and smiled.

“Hey friend.” You rolled your eyes and looked back at your food, got a hold of your chopsticks getting ready to get some noodles till Jaebum taps your shoulder. You looked up and looked right at him. 

“What?” You hissed and Jaebum looked at you taken back at the way your responded. You didn’t want to be mean by you were starving and this boy was holding you back.

“Can you pass the napkins?” Jaebum asks nudging you not letting you have a chance to even get a bit of your meal and you looked at him and sighed.

“Do really need a napkin when I’m trying to eat here?” You asked getting more and more annoyed with his presences and all he could do was smile.

“Well why else do you think I asked? Don’t you see the stain on my chin.” You looked closely and you saw absolutely nothing. You were just about to make a comment till all of a sudden Mark intrupts you.

“Come on be nice.” You glanced at Mark and he could see you were struggling with Jaebum’s presences there.

This was going to be a long day..

~

“I’m sorry about Jaebum, I swear he’s not that annoying... I don’t think I ever seen Jaebum that annoying before to be honest,” Mark says as the two of you got up to throw your trash away and you looked at him.

“Then why is he all of sudden acting up?” You questioned Mark and all he could do was just shrug. Did you suddenly give him this vibe where you make Jaebum want to annoy you?

“Oh well, it sucks cause it would of been more fun if it was just the two of us.” You said looking over at Jaebum but you suddenly felt eyes on you. You looked over at Mark and could see him looking right at you with a smile.

“What?” You asked him smiling even though you were slightly confused why he was staring at you like that and he chuckles.

“Nothing, you’re just cute.” You tried your best not to react when Mark called your cute but the moment you heard that word you felt your stomach hurt and you felt yourself becoming shy.

Wait did Mark really just call you cute right about now or are you going crazy? 

Instead of saying anything you couldn’t help but to suddenly blush and look away. Please Mark if he has no intentions in liking you... Flirting should not be happening...

“Hey, how about we try ditching Jaebum and go do something fun,” The two of you glanced over at Jaebum who was so concentrated on his phone, you looked right back at Mark.

“Do you think we can succeed?” Instead of Mark responding he lightly puts finger on his lips and gets hold of your hand. You looked at your hand and the next thing you know the moment you two connected hands... The both of you intertwined fingers with one another. This was fast but to be honest you weren’t complaining.

Mark pulls you with him and in no time you were now walking to door getting ready to leave. Mark looks over at Jaebum and as soon as the coast was clear, the both of you slipped out of the door and ran off. It is mean to leave Jaebum abandoned just like that but Jaebum has been rude to you so.. Does this boy even deserve your sympathy?

You two reached a bench and sat down laughing in sync. Although you might have felt bad at first, it suddenly became funny. How will Jaebum react? He probably won’t even care.

“Wow, who knew it would that be easy to sneak out,” Mark says smiling and you smiled along with him.

“Right.. But now that it’s just the two of us, is there anything you want to do?” You asked Mark and it didn’t take him long till he got up from the bench and got a hold of your hand once again.

“I actually do,”

You have no idea what it could possibly be but to be honest you were excited. You enjoyed Mark’s company and to be honest you may have a small tiny crush on Mark... But there was rules that you signed up for before joining JYP Entertainment and that one rule was to wait for three years into your debut before dating anyone... Anyways... It’s not like Mark is into you anyways..

~ 

Jaebum’s Point of View 

What was taking Mark and Y/N so long to throw away trash. I stopped myself from scrolling through my phone and the moment I looked back at the trash I didn’t see a single person... Are they hiding somewhere?

I walked over to isle from isle and I was hoping to see Mark or even Y/N but the only person that was in the store was the ahjussi that was behind the counter minding his own business. Now what do I do?

I walked over to the ahjussi and awkwardly cleared my throat hoping he would notice my presence or something. He looked right at me and all I could do was just smile.

“Excuse me, did you happen to see where a tall brown headed guy went with a girl?” I asked and the man gives me an intense stare till finally he speaks up.

“I seen them leave.”

How the hell did they leave without me noticing? I thanked the man bowing my head and walked out the door. Did they really just ditch me... Wow..

~

Your Point of View

Now that you didn’t have Jaebum near the two of you, it felt more calming and relaxing... If anything you were having a good time being yourself with Mark.. It’s been a while since you had a smile on your face... If anything you were having the time of your life.

Mark and you were here alone in the arcade playing any game that caught your eyes. It was the most funniest experience you had in years... Although you are a part of a girl group and is so close to debuting.... You have been training for 7 years now... And during those training times it was nothing but hard work.

You were still going to work hard especially knowing that you were going to debut soon but it wasn’t too much pressure like before... 

“Hey let’s try this out,” Mark interrupts you from your thoughts and you were quick to snap back to reality. You looked at the machine and there you see a dance machine right in front of you with a wide screen ready to be used.

“Wanna try it out?” Mark asks looking at the machine and you smiled.

“I would love to,”

As you got on the machine arrow steps, you noticed Mark approaching the screen and without even asking you what you wanted to dance to, you noticed him pressing buttons and then looking over right at you.

“Ready?”

You were honestly scared but you were willing to try it out. You could ask Mark what he possibly choose but you believed that Mark didn’t choose something that was out of your league. You noticed a mini countdown start on the screen until at least the song started and the arrows were showing on the screen. Show time~ It was your only time to impress Mark.

One by one you tried your hardest to get as much arrows as possible till finally your realized what dance you were actually doing. At this point on it was actually easier for you to do and now you didn’t have to look at the screen. To impress Mark, you spun around the opposite direction of the screen and began to do the dance to the song. The dance machine was basically filled with kpop songs, so if you knew the song and the dance it was pretty easy.

As you were dancing you looked at Mark and could see how amazed he looked. The song was coming to an end and the moment the song ended you striked and pose and smiled widely at Mark. 

“Wow,” Mark says clapping his hands and you bowed and smiled.

“Thank you, Thank you.” You stepped off the machine and walked over to Mark.

“Your turn!” Mark eyes were quick to widen and he quickly backed up laughing.

“Uh yeah, about that.” Oh no no, Mark encouraged you to go up there and now it was your turn to make him go up there and do his little dance.

“No it’s your turn,”

“But-”

“Yo-”

The two of you kept cutting each other off laughing as you approached him trying to get a hold of his hand. Eventually instead of you grabbing his hand, he grabbed yours and the both of you just stared at each other in complete silence... 

There was this tingling feeling in your stomach that was unfamiliar to you.. Or at least you haven’t felt this feeling in such a long time.. You had no idea what could happen at this point on but... It all got interrupted when you suddenly heard your phone ringing...

You pulled out your phone and see Min-Seo calling you. Damn she probably just realized you’re not back in the dorm... You smiled and Mark and walked off with your phone. What are you suppose to tell her you’re doing? Oh you know you are here with Mark at the arcade 

“Hello?” You answered awkwardly and you kept repeating over and over in your head please don’t ask me what I’m doing...

“Hey, where are you? Didn’t you say you were going to be at the dorms?” Shit..

“Right.. I actually forgot my phone back at the studio so I came to pick it up... But i’m on my way back now..” You were technically lying..

“Okay, see you soon. We are having a group meeting.” Damn you glanced over at Mark and you knew you had to end your little hang out early.. Just when you were having fun, it had to come to an end.

“Okay,” In no time you hanged up and looked over at Mark. Mark smiles brightly right at you as you walked up to him and there you two stared at each other.

“Hey... I had fun, but I sadly have head back to the dorms...” You said to Mark trying to force a smile and he nods.

“That’s okay, we can always make this up right?” Does that mean that Mark wants to see you again? Is this a good sign? You nodded your head and in no time the both of you pulled each other into a hug and walked the opposite direction...

Was it wrong to have a small crush on Mark?

~

“Y/N!” You opened your eyes and your eyes widen when you noticed Da-eun, another member from your group right on top of you with smile.

You rolled over and made her fall off of you and you sat up.

“What time is it?” You asked reaching in for your phone and the moment you seen the time it was 5:30 in the morning.. Of course...

“It’s time to get ready for the big day, duh!” Da-eun the second to last maknae says causing you to throw your head back and sigh. Ah you should be excited.. You were but still you just needed sleep.

“Y/N!” You heard Min-Seo your group leader calling you and you knew you now had to get up no matter what.

“I’m up!” You responded as you dragged yourself off of your bed and you yawned. Today was going to be a long day... You can already feel it. 

~

Walking into the studio was a whole new experience for you. There you seen tons of video cameras getting ready to shoot your very first music video, tons of camera lights pointing at the background dropping and bunch of camera crews scattered in every angle of the room. You had no idea how this was all going to work, but you were pretty excited.

“Pinkdesire?” A random man asks approaching the group with a clipboard in his hand and you glanced at Min-Seo and she nodded.

“That’s us.”

“Great! Follow us for hair and makeup.”

This was going to be the start to your fame. Yesterday was nightmare after constantly messing up during practice, not once or twice but several times. However although you went out for a bit, you still got a good night rest and you were ready for the big day.

All of you followed behind the man and as you entered the back, there you see a bunch of make up artist ready to work. Time to get beautified. As you took a seat to get your makeup done, there you see JYP walking in the room with a huge grin spread across his face.

“Good Morning ladies, are you ready for the big day?” JYP asks leaning against the wall with his arms crossed. 

All of you got up from your seat and bowed.

“Annyeonghaseyo.”

“I have special guests to give you some tips on shooting a music video... Boys get in here.” 

You continued to stand there waiting to see who it was till you felt your eyes widen and your mouth drop. There you see Mark, Yugyeom, Youngjae, Jinyoung, Bambam, Jackson and Jaebum standing right there in front of your group. The moment all of the members noticed your presences, you noticed Jackson smiling and pointing at your direction.

Ah damn! Please don’t say anything! Please don’t say anything!

“Hey! I-” before Jackson could finish his sentence, you noticed Mark nudging Jackson and you noticed him whispering something into his ear. Jackson looks at Mark and nods and they all remained quiet.

“Boys I would like you to meet our new group Pinkdesire into JYP!” The moment you all were introduced, your group bows and introduce yourselves to them as if they were holding up cameras.

“Please go down the line and introduce yourself.” JYP says smiling and you all glanced at the oldest to talk first. 

The oldest of the group was Soo Mi, next spoke the second oldest also known as your leader Min-Seo, then it was the second to last maknae of the group Da-eun to introduce herself and lastly it was you. You were the complete foreigner and also the maknae of the group, the GOT7 members already knew that, however... Your members don’t know you all already met.

“Annyeonghaseyo. my name is Y/N. I’m the maknae of the group.” You said as you bowed and as you lifted up your head, you see Mark looking directly at you with a huge grin across his face.

“I will let the boys here take over and talk to you about getting in front of the camera! Have fun.” J.Y.P take one last bow before walking off and you noticed the members slowly going off to one person at a time. 

Mark and Jackson were the ones to approach you as you sat down on your makeup seat and Jackson smiles.

“Am I supposed to act like we don’t know each other?” Jackson asks in a lower tone so only Mark and you could hear and without any hesitation you quickly nodded your head. 

“You know they have no idea I met  you guys already right?” You informed Jackson and Jackson sighed.

“What if I wanted to hug you?”Jackson asks looking right at you and you just shook your head and looked at your other members being occupied with the rest of the boys.

“Just wait till the time is right.”

You glanced at Mark and noticed he hasn’t said a word, instead he was just looking right at you. Was Mark going to say a word? Should you say something first?

“Did you cover for me last night?” You asked Mark and he awkwardly looks away and laughed.

“Uh well you see I tried to explain to the boys why you left, but then something happened and it quickly escaped my mind... And to make this story short.”

“You forgot.” You said cutting him off and he nods his head. Jackson just stared at the two of you and shrugged.

“Well that sucks. I was just about to scream your name till M-” before Jackson could finish going on blabbing it away, he got caught off when Jaebum came up to all of you and smiled.

“Y/N.”

You looked at Jaebum and didn’t know whether you should smile or stay neutral. However you went with whatever came in mind and gave a small smile.

“Jaebum.”

“Excited about shooting your very first music video?” You were going to respond by saying yes, but that’s when you remember last night the moment you told them you weren’t nervous to debut, they crushed your dream.

“Can I not answer?” You blurted out and Jackson laughs.

“Why?”

Instead of responding, you crossed your arms and just gave them a glare. You weren’t even going to mention it.

“Yah! Y/N why are you ignoring us?” Jaebum questions you and you looked at him and rolled your eyes. You weren’t going to let what happened yesterday repeat. 

You walked over to your seat to get your makeup done till the next thing you know... There see Jaebum walking over to your leader and telling her who knows what. You didn’t really put much mind into until you suddenly noticed Min-Seo approaching you. Wait why is she approaching you?

“Y/N.” You hear your name being called and you quickly got up from your seat and looked at her.

“Yes Unnie?”

“Why are you being rude to Jaebum and ignoring him?” Your eyes widen and you took one glance at Jaebum and noticed him smirking. 

Aish does this boy not understand that right now it wasn’t the time to throw you under the bus like that? Honestly for some reason you felt like your leader didn’t hate you, but was harder on you because your the youngest.. 

“But I di-” You got caught off when Min-Seo raises up her hand referring for you to stop talking any farther. At this point on, you had no idea why Jaebum would even do that... But he slowly started to get on your nerves..

“I’m sorry.” You said as you bowed your head and you looked up and Jaebum smiles.

“You’re forgiven.”

Aish this freaking boy! Mark and Jackson stayed silent right next to you not saying a single word. Instead they just witnessed everything that happened and watched you apologize for no reason. The moment your leader walked away, you took one look at Jaebum and noticed him smiling in satisfaction. He was lucky you weren’t the type to show your emotions when your mad. You just looked away and sat back down in the chair.

“Yah, that wasn’t necessary,” Mark began to complain to Jaebum for you and Jaebum just shrugs and looks directly at you.

“Well she should have answered in the first place.”

“But it’s not that serious,” Jackson butts in and Jaebum walks off leaving you completely alone with Mark and Jackson.  

“I’m sorry about him.” Mark begins to apologize, but you had no idea why he was the one saying sorry if it wasn’t his fault in the first place. You couldn’t help but to smile and he looks at you slightly confused.

“Don’t worry about it. It’s not your fault.” Before Mark could reply, Yugyeom and Youngjae approached you and smiled.

“Y/N!”

~

The moment you started shooting the music video with your group, you didn’t seem to feel nervous at all. Instead it actually felt natural. You were doing way better than yesterday’s practice. The moment the camera was rolling on you and you were rapping your verse, you felt uncontrollable. 

You didn’t even seem to mind GOT7 presences as they watched you all roll clips here and here. Not until you accidentally made eye contact with Mark. For some reason the moment Mark looked into your eyes you suddenly felt shy. You all were going to record the part where you all had a mini dance break but you completely chickened out and stopped yourself from even dancing..

“Cut!” 

The director stopped rolling and looked at you.

“Are you okay?”

“Oh.. Yeah I just need water.” You instantly lied fanning yourself and he nodded.

“TAKE 5!”

The rest of the girls all went their own way and you walked to your duffle bag. Just as you were going to reach for your water bottle, you noticed a hand grab it before you.

“Hey t-” you stopped talking and looked up and see Mark smiling right at you.

“Looking for this?” You nodded and he handed you your water bottle and you thanked him and took a sip.

“You’re doing great out there,”

“I was.. Till I freaked out.”

Marks looks your direction and catching you completely off guard, he rests a hand on your shoulder and looks directly at you.

“It’s okay. Just breath in and out.” You stared at him with a smirk and laughed.

“I don’t think that would work.”

“It will trust me. Let’s do it.” Mark places his other hand on your other shoulder and the two of you were right across from each other. 

“Breath in.....” You breathed in and you stood there waiting for Mark to tell you to breath out. 3 seconds have passed and finally Mark instructs you to breath out.

“Do that three more times and you should feel relieved.” You were about to do it again till Jinyoung approaches the both of you and smiles.

“Hey, what’s going on here?” Jinyoung asks moving his eyebrows up and down referring to Mark having his hands on you and you instantly blushed and Mark pulls away and couldn’t help but to react the same way by blushing along with you.

“Aw!”

“What’s u-” before Yugyeom could finish his sentence he looked at Mark and your face and noticed how red the two of you were. Jinyoung exchanged a look with Yugyeom and he just smirked and wiggled his eyebrows. Yugyeom got exactly what he meant.

“Aw, Mark has a crush.”

“Yah!” Mark quickly hits his arm but doesn’t deny anything.

“Everyone please come back on set!” You could hear the director shout and you quickly spun around and walked back to your spot. 

Mark probably didn’t respond back because he was being put in the spot... Mark doesn’t know who you are... There is no way he would even be interested in you in the first place. There was tons of beautiful girls in JYP that Mark could have his eyes on, why would his eyes be on you.

You were back on set and ready to finish the rest of your shooting.

~

Shooting a music video of course requires a lot of work, but you weren’t expecting this much work. You were exhausted, and all you’re body wanted to do was rest. JYP constantly made you reduce certains parts if he thought you didn’t put much effort. But at least you were done with the music video shooting and even the mini photoshoot you had to do.

Your plans require going back to the dorms and sleeping after a long day out at the studio. Your group wanted to go out and eat and celebrate but you were too tired. 

Walking back to the dorms, you were so distracted with the whole thing that happened with Jaebum during the recording that you didn’t notice it suddenly began to pour out of the blue. You looked up and your eyes widen. Shit you didn’t have an umbrella.

You looked around and ran to the first building that had an area that you were able to stand under and just watched the rain fall right in front of you. You completely didn’t think about the weather once at all today. You stuck out your hand and watched the rain drop fall to your hand.

“Damn..”

Just as you reached in for your pocket, your eyes widen when you felt your phone missing. SHIT! You must have left it back at studio. GREAT! Now how were you suppose to go back to the dorms... It was pouring, you forgot your phone and you were a tired mess...

You crouched down and just looked around watching others pass by with the right gear for the rain.. You sighed and just began to mope around... After all what could you do.. 

“Well Well Well, look who we have here.” You lifted up your head and find Jaebum there with an umbrella under his head with a huge smirk across his damn face.

Aish! Out of everyone.. You bump into Jaebum?

“Oh god.” You lifted yourself up and crossed your arm looking at Jaebum.

“Can I help you?” You weren’t the type to be rude, but you were still pretty mad at what happened earlier... Jaebum made you look bad in front of your leader for no apparent reason, and you weren’t going to just let him slide. 

“Well, someone’s grumpy.” Why is he still talking to you? Shouldn’t he know that you were mad at him? 

“Don’t you have something better to do besides bother me?” You questioned him and he just suddenly begins to laugh as if you made a joke. 

You just rolled your eyes and you continued to stare at the rain and now you had only option here... You might as well run back to the studio and just stay there till the rain clear up. You rather get rained on than being next to Jaebum any longer.

“Whatever I gotta go.” You tried to walk off until Jaebum grabs your hand and stops you. Ugh this boy doesn’t know when to give you break.

“You’re not walking in the rain like that. You’ll get sick.” You looked at Jaebum and noticed him staring right at you.

“Since when do you all of sudden care about my health?” Jaebum realizes what he had just said and snapped back to reality.

“I... I mean you are a part of JYP.... I have every right to care about other artists...” You were still a bit shock at how concerned he was but eventually you just brushed it off and went on with your life.

“Oh.. But who cares. I don’t have an umbrella, I completely forgot my phone back at the studio and it’s pouring..” 

Jaebum suddenly giggles and you just stared at him. 

“What’s so funny?” Jaebum smiles and looks at you.

“You should have said that is starting pouring first, and then that you forgot your umbrella.” Was Jaebum really trying to correct you right now? You gave him a glare and he just smiles.

“Or not.”

“Whatever I gotta go.” You tried to walk off but Jaebum grabbed your hand again and stops you for like the second time.

“Don’t go.”

“Huh?” Jaebum realized the words that came out of his mouth and smiles.

“I mean.. Let me walk you back to the studio...” You wanted to automatically object and go on your own but you kept looking at the rain and knew right away there was a high likely chance you would get sick.

Should you just suck it up and let Jaebum take you back to the studio. It’s not hard to just ignore his existence.. You just have to act like he’s not even there.. 

“Fine..”

A huge smile spread across his face and in no time the both of you were out walking your way back to the studio... Having Jaebum by your side.. You knew something interesting was going to be happen..

It was just a feeling.

~

To Be Continued 

“5 6 7 8!” The moment the leader shouted the last number that’s when you knew it was your cue to start dancing with the rest of the members in your group. The beat began to build up and the first vocalist in your group Soo Mi began to lip sing as she stood in front of the whole group and doing her steps different from the rest.

You were so focused on hitting every step that your part came up and the moment you were suppose to lip sing it completely slipped out of your mind and the music completely stopped and Park Jin Young also known as J.Y. Park from JYP Entertainment raised up from his seat and looked right at you.

“Y/N this is the fourth time you messed up, what’s up?”

You have became overwhelmed a complete mess especially because your debut with your group PinkDesire was coming out very soon. The pressure is on and to be honest you had no choice but to work ten time harder to make sure you guys don’t mess up. 

You have been training for about five years now and you still try to work as hard as you can. On top of that you're the youngest one in the group, you have to work harder than everyone especially because you’re a foreigner. 

The thing about you is you’re not Korean once so ever, actually (You’re nationality) and you seem different to the rest but after living in Korea for a while now, you’re pretty fluent in Korean. Your mother moved to Korea out of the blue due to her job and at first you didn’t want to move and leave your friends, but little do you know you’re now becoming a star and here trying to make it big. 

“I’m just a little tired.” You responded back to Park Jin Young and didn’t seem to please with the response but it was true. Last night you stayed up at the studio writing songs for your first album by yourself till 2 in the morning and you had to wake up at 5 in the morning for practice..

“Take 5.” Park Jin Young says and after that he gets up and walks off leaving your group completely alone. One thing you hated the most was disappointing people, especially your group. You could feel the head leader Min-Seo approach you and rested her hand on your shoulder.

“You know our debut is right around the corner right?” Min-Seo informs you and you slowly nodded your head and just continued to stare at her.

“Alright, you look completely tired, go home and rest. I’ll tell Jinyoung I excused you.”

“Bu-”

“Do it befor my offer expires. “ The thing about Min-Seo is she has the all of the qualities a leader needs to have. She’s strict and when she gets mad she gets really mad.. You just prefer to stay in her good side no matter what.

“Thank you,” was the only possible words you were able to form out of your mouth and from that point on you left out of the studio and was on your way back to the dorms for a good night rest. 

You had your duffle bag on one of your shoulders and you suddenly felt your phone vibrate from your pocket, you grabbed your phone and there you see get information about tomorrow schedule. 

Tomorrow was going to be day one for your first video shooting. Fun..

Without even noticing you felt your head hit something and you looked up and there you see a person standing right in front of you. Shit you were so distracted looking down at your phone you didn’t happen to notice a person standing right in front of you.

“I.. I’m so sorry.” You blurted out and the stranger standing right in front of you remained quiet and just continued staring directly into your eyes...

“Okay.. then.” You tried to walk by but you felt like everything happened so quickly. In no time you felt a hand grab a hold of wrist and you stopped yourself from walking and looked back at the stranger.

“New trainee?”

You silently nodded your head and then it all of sudden it hits you, you were speaking to Mark from Got7. Ever since you arrived to JYP, you never had a chance to communicate with the artist from JYP since most of the time you spent practicing and trying to get ready to debut.

“Hm, well my name is Ma-” before he could finish his sentence you cut him off making a huge fool out of yourself... 

“Mark! I know, I’m a big fan...” You blurted out without even thinking and at that moment you realized... You should have shut up in the first place and just let him say his name. You felt your cheeks heating up from being completely embarrassed and Mark chuckles.

“What’s your name?”

You were about to speak up but you got cut off when you heard the sound of Mark name being called from the right. The two of you turned your heads and there you find Jaebum walking up to Mark. 

What the hell should you do? Should you walk away? Should you excuse yourself from Mark and the leave? Or just stay here and remain quiet? Ah what to do what to do..

“Where have you been? We’ve been waiting for you for a while now.” You awkwardly could feel the ignorance of your presents so you knew that was your cue to leave and go back to the dorms. You awkwardly scratched the back of your neck and tried to walk out on your nearest exit till all of sudden you felt a hand on your wrist and you froze and looked up. What’s up with everyone grabbing on your wrist?!

“Oh! I was here with my new good friend..” Mark says as he looked over at you motioning to state your name and you looked at Jaebum who eyes were already glued to you.

“Y/N,” You awkwardly blurted out and you slowly bowed showing that you had respect to your older peers and all Jaebum did was stare at you. Shit... 

“I better get go-” 

“Why don’t you join us to get something to eat?” Mark asks inviting you out even though he had no idea who you were and what kind of person you were.

“Uh..” The problem with you is you don’t know what no is. No matter how much you try to let the word fall out of your mouth.. It never seems to form.

“Mark... Are you sure?” Jaebum asks looking over at Mark and you stared at Jaebum and looked away. Shit Jaebum probably thinks your some type of freak because you can’t speak. Get your shit together!

“Ah.. Maybe next time.. I should head back to the dorms..” You bowed and tried to walk off till..

“Wait..”

You stopped and looked back, you glanced at Jaebum and could see Jaebum looking at you examining you from head to toe. Aish all you wanted to do was go back to the dorms and sleep... But no here you are standing in front of Mark and Jaebum from Got7 looking like a complete fool.

“What brings you to JYP?” Jaebum asks you and from there you see Mark elbowing Jaebum at his stomach and they both exchanged looks with one another.

“Um... I’m a trainee...”

“From PinkDesire?”

“You heard about us?” You were actually completely surprised because you never expected JYP to mention your group at all until we finally debuted but maybe more people know about your group than you think..

“Yeah, you all are about debut am I right?” You were now actually having a conversation with Jaebum? Was this really happening? At first he seemed so uninterested in you in the beginning and now here he is asking whether you were debuting soon or not.

“Hm, you sure you don’t want to join us?” Wait now Jaebum wants you to join? Didn’t he just elbow Mark. You were beyond confused.

“Um.. I-” You were cut off when you felt a hand on your waist and you were being pulled by Jaebum. Again with the wrist!

“It’s good to get to know people in the same company as you.” 

“Am I even allowed?” You asked confused as you were being pulled away by Jaebum and Mark right next to you and Jaebum just shrugs.

There must have been a reason why JYP hasn’t introduced you to the rest of the celebrities in JYP... Maybe you all weren’t ready for that? You were suppose to go back to the dorms and rest for music video shooting tomorrow but instead here you are going to get lunch with these boys... You’re a mess..

“Ah whatever it’s too late, you’re already joining us whether you like it or not.” You didn’t respond back. You just met these two boys and you were already going to have lunch with GOT7.

~

The moment you were standing in front of all of GOT7 next to Mark and Jaebum all eyes were on you. Damn it, it was far too late to run away now. 

“Who’s she?” Bambam blurts out asking and Mark looks over at you and smiles.

“She’s a new trainee in JYP.”

“Actually about debut,” you interrupted and your eyes widen when you realized you interrupted Mark. Shit! 

“I mean...” You felt your cheeks heating up and you felt completely flushed.. The bad thing about you, is you still haven’t had the chance to come out of your comfort zone, you were shy when you would talk to people for the first time.. But it was going to be a matter of time where you would have to get over that fear.

“Ah! That PinkDesire group right?” Jackson asks you and you just simply nodded your head.

“Yes u-” you were about to continue talking till you suddenly felt your phone vibrate. You quickly pulled out your phone and it was the leader to your group.

We will be at the dorms later than usual, hope you have a good night's rest and be prepared to shoot our first music video tomorrow.

Ah why do you suddenly feel guilty. Should you tell the boys you have to go? Or maybe... you can just stay eat and go back to the dorm and sleep like you should be doing..

“Is everything okay?” Mark asks probably reading off of you face expression you looked worried. You quickly looked at Mark and smiled.

“Ah.. Yeah I’m perfectly fine..”

“Good.”

~

At first just the thought of being left alone with seven guys having no clue who they were was scary. But the more you were around them, the more you realized they were just normal guys who happen to sing and dance on stage. The way they would pick on one another would make you laugh and couldn’t help but to feel like they were a small family.

“Y/N.” You heard your name being called and you looked up and see Mark looking right at you.

“Are you scared about debuting? You know releasing music videos and even going on stage and performing?” You were nervous about it but you had passion for dancing and before you became a trainee for JYP, you were a part of a dance group that used to perform in talent shows, record youtube videos or would dance out in public trying to get some type of recognition so performing couldn’t be too bad.

“Not really..” 

“It’s okay to be a little nervous,” Jaebum adds and you just shrugged.

“Were you boys scared?” You asked and they all stopped and looked at one another and it was completely silence. At first you weren’t expecting anyone to respond but eventually someone said something at last.

“It’s not about being scared, I mean I’m not going to lie but I was a nervous wreck. Not only did you have an audience watching you, but you have your manager in the back watching you and cameras in all sort of directions... One screw up and it’s talked about.” Jinyoung says and your eyes were quick to widen. 

So much for remaining calm.

“Yah, you’re scaring the girl.” Jaebum says elbowing Jinyoung and they both laughed. Well you weren’t scared before but Jinyoung had a point..

*Bzz Bzz*

You lifted up your phone and glanced at the text. It was a text from one of your members. You pulled up the text and was quick to read it.

Hey, I know you’re probably in the dorms sleep. But I swear there is a girl at the restaurant who looks a lot like you. Ha funny right?

~Soo Mi

You’re eyes widen. Shit was your group here? They’re probably taking a break and getting dinner. Fuck how were they going to react when they see your presences here at the restaurant with GOT7 and not sleeping and resting up..

You quickly got up and looked at Mark and smiled.

“I really have to get going..”

“What why?” Mark asks rising up from his seat as well and the two of you had the whole table eyes on you.

“Y/N where are you going?” Bambam asks and you smiled.

“Thank you so much for the meal, but I really have to go.” You took one last bow and from that point on you were off running to the nearest exit.

“Y/N.” You heard your name being called and you stopped and see Mark following you. 

Shit he shouldn’t be saying your name this loud especially if your group is here. Mark caught up to you and was about to say your name again but you covered his mouth and hid behind a wall. Mark looked completely confused and you knew you had to explain, but it had to be quick.

You lightly removed your hand off of Mark’s mouth and he didn’t say a single word, instead he continued to just look at you and you sighed.

“I’m sorry... I just can’t be seen right now..” Ah you sounded like you were a runaway criminal!

“What why?”

You looked around and then looked at Mark. 

“To be honest... I was suppose to go back to the dorms... cause I was off in my practice and I had to get well rested, but I bumped into you and Jaebum offered to join for lunch and I couldn’t say no.. Now my bandmates are out there and if they see me.. I can get in a lot of trouble.”

You continued to stare at Mark and you surprisingly find Mark smiling and you had no idea why.

“Why are you smiling?” You asked a bit taken aback and confused and Mark chuckles.

“Nothing... It’s cute.. when you ramble.”

Did Mark just say you did something cute? You felt your cheeks all of sudden heating up and you felt extremely shy all of sudden. Mark could probably tell that you all of sudden got shy, but he couldn’t blame you.. He just called you cute..

“Um.. Right but please explain to the boys when you have a chance.. I don’t want to come off rude.” You smiled and Mark placed a hand on your shoulder and continued to stare at him.

“Don’t worry... But I have a question.”

Mark had no idea who you were yet he’s been nice from the beginning. You weren’t used to his.

“Go for it..”

“When can I see you again?” You were surprised by his question but you couldn’t help but to smile.

“Soon..”

From that point on, you were gone and you were on your way back to the dorms and was hoping to go back focusing on getting rest for the big day..

~