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when it seems like everything has hit the fan
Remember that at the end of the day you're still going to die alone in a place far beyond your wildest dreams from 70 years prior Just like no one cares how much you pay for your phone. No one counts your mistakes but yourself.
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I’m sorry that you make me feel like maybe I could be loved again.
Like maybe I’m not just leftover trauma and anger.
Like maybe I have positive qualities, and could be happy with myself.
Like maybe I didn’t have to hide behind so many masks and words.
Like maybe I was the abrutor of my own fate?
Nothing comes as easy as me Can I lay in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake
I’m so scared all the time that I will let my heart get the best of me. That I will forever be in the limbo of meeting people who I fall for at the wrong time for them or for me. I can’t stand this idea that I am never going to be enough for another person or for fucks sake myself. I’m too timid, not “queer” enough, too unsure of myself, lacking the basic skills needed, just generally on the fast track to being a failure at quite nearly everything I attempt.
I’m sorry in advance love.
I miss my one bedroom apartment like hell
Maybe it was a space all my own
Maybe it was that i could make all the noise or mess I wanted
But more than anything I felt safe there. I could lock my door and hide in a space all my own. I miss that feeling of Safety. It has been missing for the past year, and maybe it will finally come back?
I think my love for you is less like a hibiscus
And more like annuals. Dependable, but never quite around when you need it to be.
4 years ago I wanted to jump into bed with you and stay safe forever. Nothing prepared me for this blooming friendship. Or that you would come through when all sorts of shit had gone wrong in my life.
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I don’t want to push you away
But I know I will.
I have the desire to hold on to you tight, letting the days we have become nights. I don’t want to say good bye.
Only later, maybe
Sometimes on my days off
I crawl into bed to take an afternoon nap
But then my thoughts stray to you
And I’m forced out of my rest
Because you’re still there
In my mind
In my nightmares
Always losing my mind
Thinking about you
Some days I’m surprised it’s so easy for me to just disappear into thin air
