#march2k19

Progress pictures! The left was me June 3, 2018 and the right is me today March 13, 2019! I didn't start my keto journey until December 21, 2018 (which was my starting weight I was tracking) 2.5 months later I'm down 18.4 pounds! I'm back at my weight I was 2 years ago!!! I'm so excited! 20 more pounds to go and I'll be at the goal weight! Let's go 2019!!!!!

Coffee date with my fam 💖

I had a chair massage event at a salon tonight and it was soooo much fun! I meet so many amazing people and it made me realize that I am exactly where I need to be. Feeling so grateful and blessed that I am able to do what I am passionate about. 💆‍♀️💆‍♂️💖

The sweetest little guy! He's 3 months already! He had the cutest outfit on today! His shirt says ROAR and his pants have little dinosaurs on it and on his butt he has an embroidered dinosaur 😍

Maybe all of this was supposed to be karma. The fact that I did something so stupid and wrong for that period of time that it’s coming back to haunt me. Not sure if I’m feeling particularly reminiscent recently or if this is the side effects of being back on the pill, everything just reminds of me him and everything that we did together. I shake my head when I think of these things and when it pops up into my mind because it makes me feel remarkably dumb and naive and stupid that those moments were once the entirety of my life and that he meant so much to me that life without him felt like it was in slow motion and that nothing ever mattered anymore. I can’t believe that it’s been this long and I’m still imagining the moments where we meet again and I am absolutely lost for words. The deer in the headlight moment when I see them together and am bulldozed by the fact that I had been pulled into a mistake that I shouldn’t have made.