#march15th2016

Hello fellow humans, I am extending many apologies for not keeping up with this daily thing. However, there was a good reason. And it is called my life. I shall tell you the gist of it while I also summarize the rest of my spring break.

Thursday was weird, but also cool. I was in the car with my mom and my sibling’s boyfriend all day. We went to watch said sibling compete (which was pretty cool) and then spend the day there. There was very minimal service and my phone died at around two in the afternoon. But it was still fun.

Friday and Saturday were full of family things, and going literally everywhere in the county with my mom. (She wanted to get me my license and there were some complications with that, and it was irritating)

Sunday I went back up to school, and the past two days have been me adjusting to regularly scheduled programming. 

So that’s that.

Now for the fun stuff. 

I’m having legit issues with talking to a guy. (Tarzan man) I think that he is absolutely lovely and he has a very nice smile and I literally cried today because he is so pretty and I just want to know him and make out with his face. (I also want to braid his hair, but that’s beside the point) ‘Kris’ came knocking on the door in the middle of my cry session, and of course he gave me the usual ‘just talk to him, what could go wrong?’

EVERYTHING COULD GO WRONG WITH THAT?

I could have something in my teeth. I could trip and fall. He could completely ignore me (I’ve had someone do that.) I could completely forget how to talk. 

My hands do this thing where they shake uncontrollably whenever I talk to someone that I don’t know, and it’s worse when it’s a guy I like. 

But I have decided to give it a shot, to use Kris’ words. Hopefully it goes well. I shall update you on what happens, if it happens. 

Hopefully it will end happily, and I will get to kiss his face. Because it’s very lovely.

So I’m off to listen to Louis talk until I fall asleep. Hoping for good dreams.