There’s always something bittersweet that stirs in me when my main’s banner disappears. I know time passes, I know it has to rotate… I even want new content to come, heck I’m itching for more
But I was so happy while Caleb’s banner was up. The anticipation leading up to it… and somehow it ended up being more than I could’ve ever asked for. The score, the way he greeted me with hm then we’re of the same mind with that lil crack in his voice, the aesthetics… my little flowery underworld-themed bubble of happiness. And saying that… I kinda feel like that kid sitting alone on the trampoline in the rain while everyone else is inside celebrating a birthday lmao (promise I’m happy for Sylus mains, he looks amazing♡)
Oh well… time to pour it all into a fic I’m really excited to share :3
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Lord have fucking mercy I just finished writing the filthiest, feral, dark smutty red riding hood fairy tale reimagining of my entire life… like. I am physically (and obviously mentally who am I kidding) not okay. This wolfed-out bastard did NOT need to go that hard. I wrote a scene where caleb…. No
You know what? No you’ll see.
Quote for the unwell:
“Had to bite off the worst of it first,” he mutters against your skin. “Or I’d sink my teeth into the wrong place.”
Full thing soon. Tomorrow. Maybe. Maybe I’ll keep this unedited in my drafts forever. I need to go lie down in the woods and scream at a tree what have I done
Just a little life + fic update. My gran passed away this week. I’m okay, but I’m really close with my mom so… yea. And work’s been chaos, so expect mostly random self-indulgent posts if my brain decides to cook anything heh
Still chipping away at the sleeping beauty x insomniac!King Xavier AU. I’m obsessed with it and don’t wanna rush, but writing someone other than Caleb in a long fic is… a lot. I’m not 100% sure I’ve got his voice/tone/character down, which is making me a bit meh about posting it when I finish it. Somehow I went full dark romance arc instead of pure smut… urrrhh. I’m still figuring stuff out lol
Anyway, thanks for hanging around. Appreciate you all 🫶🏻
My dear followers and lurkers with a thirst for sleeping beauty x insomniac!King Xavier~
I have now pieced together the plot and written something that feels like a draft (I had some pacing issues but I think I’ve figured them out… hopefully lol). There will be a few changes from my initial vision of you as a “forever” captive… just enough to amp up the drama and steep everything in a richer…. sharper direction (read desperation huhu yum)
Do not fret.
This will only make the story darker.
And better aka hotterrrr
Here’s some wip/draft/food/there might still be changes but I like the tone of noble Xav (maybe more informal in the bedchamber iykwim huhuhu):
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“The vows must be spoken tonight,” Xavier says. “A man—let alone a king—cannot linger in a woman’s bedchamber without marriage… not unless it is to kill her.”
[…]
“If you truly can sleep,” Xavier says, his hands still holding yours, “and if you can give me the gift of sleeping, I will release you willingly. No harm shall come to you, and I have no desire to keep a lowborn wife. Consider this… my gift to you. My reward for your success.”
His eyes hold yours for a beat too long.
“But… If you cannot sleep… or if you refuse to give me this gift…” His voice doesn’t waver. “…I will have you beheaded. Quickly. Cleanly. As I said… I have no desire to keep a lowborn wife.”
His grip tightens, thumb brushing the pulse at your wrist. “And if you can sleep, but fail to teach me…” He pauses, gaze fixed on yours, a faint smile ghosting his lips. “…then you will have doomed the kingdom.”
His voice drops lower. “And me with it.”
“These are our vows, my lowborn bride.” He releases one of your hands only to sink to one knee before you. His head bows, and his lips brush the back of your hand in a kiss that feels like the vows has been written into your skin.
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So I hiked, got swarmed by horseflies again, and now I may or may not be cooking a one-shot Red Riding Hood AU featuring you x caleb. I don’t know the exact direction yet, but it’s gonna be dark, horny, and probably unhinged. There will be biting.
Do you wrestle with dreams? Do you contend with shadows? (Frank Herbert, Dune)
UGHHHH okay so I had a totally feral intrusive thought mid-hike today and just had to doodle it down and share it. CALEB THIS ONE’S FOR YOU spaceboiiiii. And we are just getting STARTED. Caleb x Dune aaaaaaaa
Now that I’ve finally figured out how to sort my layers like a semi-smart human, I might actually be able to make this one pretty. For now, here’s the messy lil draft—I’ll post an update after the weekend if I manage to make progress!
Also: I’m traveling for a couple days, but yes: iPad, Plated drafts, CCC chaos—all packed and coming with me. THANK YOU for all the love on my doodles, you have no idea how much it means
Okay, I’ve seen the poll, and even though I set it to run for a week, the number of people clicking “yes” has made things clear. It’s time for a username change.
First of all, I want to say how much I appreciate the kind comments and supportive messages. I feel truly lucky to have such thoughtful and kind followers. Your support—of both me and my now old username—means a lot 🫶🏻
That said, I want to be completely honest: I can’t feel comfortable posting under a name that might make someone feel triggered or unsafe, even if unintentionally. That alone is reason enough for me to make this change.
As I said in the poll post, it felt a little strange at first—Maps has been a part of me for so long. I know it’s “just a username” to some, but to me, it’s also about identity, connection, and how I feel when I show up here. And while the acronym MAP has been horribly (mis)used by people with sick intentions, Maps has always just meant me (to me). Giving myself a totally new nickname didn’t feel right.
So, I’ve chosen to keep Maps—but move forward under the new username: mapsthewanderer.
It clicked instantly. It keeps “Maps” (because that’s me lol), and it also reflects my love of hiking, the spirit of exploration, and yes—a little wink to all the in-game wanderers we love to beat up lol. Aaaaand! You’ve all wandered into my little shrine of chaos, Caleb feels (ples don’t shoot me Caleb lol), and apparently worship/worshit too hehehe
Out of many options, mapsthewanderer just felt right. It lets me stay true to myself while also making it clear enough that I have zero association with that heinous group. (Pardon the language, but topics like that genuinely sicken me)
Thank you so much to the anonymous soul who gently pointed it out. I truly had no idea, and your message helped me see something I was blind to.
I hope you’ll all continue to follow along—and I’m truly sorry if my old username caused anyone distress. That was never my intent. I’m so grateful for ya’ll. If you made it this far you’re the real OG muaaah
So, here I am: Still me. Still Maps. Just under a new name. And honestly, I feel safer this way. Prepare for the usual spam, shitposting and updates on my stories and headcanons hehehe
