Date #1
So, date number 1 happened right before Thanksgiving. He was a really cute guy that I met at a party. I met him through some mutual friends who are friends with his friend. I was really attracted to him because he made me feel calm when I was around him and he seemed really sweet. We connected on Facebook and we communicated back and forth on there for about a month.
I initiated all of the conversations.I suffer from social anxiety and when someone I do not know that well talks non-stop(especially for two hours like on this date) I start to get panicky after the first hour. The caffeine didn’t help either. Though he is very smart and sweet my panic had me ready to bolt out the door after two hours. After our date, I told him to let me know when he wanted to hang out again(so that he could initiate this time). He never initiated anything. We are on friendly terms and still Facebook friends. He is a nice guy but he made no effort. I am looking for a man not a mouse.
LESSON LEARNED? No mutual initiation or effort from the man will result in my loss of interest. That is an automatic fail.
37 dates left to go???
