#mannntv

I sound mildly obsessed. I have a right to be.

Story time. A little “about me”.

I moved to a farm a handful of months back.

It’s miserable. I dislike it. After being pulled to this place, I realized I can no longer wake up in my own room and walk across the house and be in my sister’s room.

As a matter of fact, It would take me a couple hours to only be in her room from here.

This is the first time we've ever been separated for this long. I've never spent too long with out her, and the farthest I've ever been from her is when she went to St. Louis. I was 11.

I’m currently eighteen years old with no one to look up to.

Skipping back in time again to a couple years ago, I was introduced to a channel with this boy singing about Jalapeños with nerd glasses on to the tune of Alejandro. That boy was thecomputernerd01. Josh Chomik.

Someone in the comments section of his videos mentioned this thing called SDK in one of his videos his friends Tyler was in. I decided to look them up.

Oh yeah, SDK, cool, there’s a bunch of boys in it. Alright.

For a long time, the only SDK videos I would watch were Ryan’s videos.

I don’t even think I knew the names of anyone else.

Skipping forward in time again, I saw that a viner was subscribed to them on Youtube. (quick s/o to thomas sanders lel)

I clicked their channel.

Then it all started.

After watching one of the twin’s videos, I couldn’t stop.

The pain of my sister not being here could only be felt when I wasn’t laughing my ass off at these two ridiculous twins.

My curiosity spread like a cancer when they mentioned their main channel, Mannntv.

I laughed even harder.

After watching most every single video they made, I pressed on back to SDK and everyone elses personal channels.

And so here I am.

SDK are all big brothers to me. Whenever I miss my sister and my old friends back east, I watch them. When I have anxiety, I watch them.

Hell, these nerds even got me to like rap?

When my parents don’t get me, when I can’t talk to them or vent to anyone, SDK is there.

They’ve helped me and taught me to laugh at myself, they taught me to enjoy every moment.

Sometimes I do get a little jealous when I see them all having fun together because I don’t have friends i can just GO to when I feel alone, but I have them. They’ve never, not once, ever caused me to feel negatively towards them. I want to share their joy with everyone. I want everyone who watches them to smile like I do. I want everyone who watches them to know the love that they have for their fans, and that they have for each other. It also sucks because they’re just so far away, and the only way I can sincerely thank them is through the internet. One day, though. One day I’ll be able to tell them the void of loneliness that I felt, and sometimes still feel. Often it grows, but they to tend to fill in where they’ve missed out.

Thank you to everyone in SDK, everyone associated with SDK, their parents, their friends, Chomik, Joe Santagato, Tyler, Nolan, and everyone who made mannntv, and settle down kids what they are.

From the bottom of my heart, I love you all so much and words cannot describe how much immense love I feel because of all of you nerds.

MANNNTV is life, tbh.