#mango.rtf

last song i listened to: Maybe This Time - Orville Peck, i had to pause pretty soon into the song, i love it SO much (and the whole EP) but it's just one of those songs that tugs on your heart a bit too much sometimes :')

currently watching: me and @ratspiral are currently watching The Backrooms while we work on art! we're also rewatching The Good Place and nearing the end... not ready for the finale, it always guts me ✋

currently reading: picking up a few different books to get back into reading! right now it's "The Secret Lives of Country Gentlemen" by K.J. Charles which is an M/M romance book (that i picked up years ago and never finished lol), and "Driven to Distraction" by Hallowell and Ratey, an older book on ADHD that my psychiatrist recommended (another book i got years ago and never finished).

current obsession: i'm kind of in between things right now, it's been a while since something gripped me really strongly. me and @acathea have a lot of character AUs we discuss and i'm always super into those! otherwise i'm trying to get myself to finish bg3 for the first time (i know lol) and work on my backlog of games i need to finish. I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH FINISHING STUFF... i don't want things to end so i avoid the ending and it's like pulling teeth getting myself to push through it.

currently working on: i'm mostly working on AF attacks, but i'm really rusty and it's slow-going to get them polished where i want to... 😭 otherwise i'm doing some writing here and there and trying to gear up for bigger pieces i have planned to write but my executive dysfunction is just relentless lately

last google search: "[state] unemployment work search requirements" ...my severance is gone and i need one william dollars 🥲

favorite flower: i'm really simple with this one, i just love roses, especially orange roses... my roommate and me get each other roses for valentines, for birthdays, just because... it's one of my favorite traditions with him :')