#manghud

DEAREST ROSHELLE NOVIE CABRIDO,

Do you know that you have a lot of traits, good and bad, that only I and your closest friends know? You are a person born to introduce so many adjectives to the world. You’re so annoying. Oh, I’m just kidding. You are careless. Let me admit that. There are times that carelessness eats you. Of course, I know that because I am careless too. That’s true. Have you remember that time that I am almost burning like fire for being angry with you and you acted like there’s nothing happened? I really hated you that time.

You, SOMETIMES, show disrespect to your seniors. I will let you know that. I worked with you for almost two years. You are so pessimistic. Please. I want to let you know what I realized in life. Perhaps, negativity embraced a portion of us, but we have to fight it. We may cry but we should stand up and think the way around. HOWEVER, despite of that negatives of you, there are a lot of positive traits that you have. I included some below. You are pretty. That is not questionable. It takes one to know one. Haha. Joke. You are very intelligent. You are one of the people I admire for having a mind like that. What you will have in the future would surely because of your intelligence and extraordinary brainpower. I congratulate you for that and I want you to know that I am so proud of you. You are very competitive. You don’t like to be second in the rank; you want to be the first. There was a time that I hate you for having that kind of attitude but may be, you have reasons behind. All I have to say is keep pushing because behind that closed door are lots of opportunities waiting for you. You are brave. Let me say, you are braver than me and I should admit that. People you love and will love are so lucky to have you because because I know, you will fight for them. I definitely know that because you once fight for me. Before I forget, I want to thank you for those times, for not leaving me when no one else did. You are a dream chaser. Keep dreaming, baby. The success of a person is once a dream of his. You have a heart so soft. You just don’t know that I admire you for having that heart for street kids and street families. At the same time, I also worry that you will forget about yourself. Maybe I am hard but I want to tell you to just give enough, don’t give too much. You are a role model. I hope my niece and nephews (since I don’t have siblings) will be like you. You are religious. Keep that trait for He is the light of everything. You are so much loved by Ate Irene. I am so happy that I met you. Although your voice is too loud and mine is too soft, maybe that is the reason we met. I perhaps wrote too much above and I hope those made you smile. Before some more things will pop up in my mind, I want to tell you that I love you and I miss you. I miss those times that I was with you - at Ma’am Sy’s house, at the TransAsia, at Cebu, at Legacy, at school, at the mall, at Globe and everywhere. I wish you more birthdays to come. In your 19th year, keep believing, keep inspiring and keep the passion burning.

LOVE,

what do i do.

quick.

I think she may be experiencing heartache right now.

and she's not exactly an affectionate person. (she deprives me of hugs)