#mal0dramatic

 a story that ends in blood

The world has always been unkind, and when you have turned to yourself for comfort you have come face to face with an empty pit which seems to be laughing. You don’t care if it kills you but once you find someone whom you love and who loves you back, you will make sure nothing happens to them. They are yours. You will make a tear in this world and create a new place for you and your love if it comes to that. Because it has always been about love, and it is how it always ends.

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hello again journal , it feels like it has been a while , though my overwhelming fatigue recently has made it nearly impossible to be able to sit down and ascribe anything that would be not only coherent , but also .... never mind , just coherent. however , i am here now , and i do hope , as always , i do not talk too much and become tiring to listen to.

jack , mallory , holly and i have been spending more time in the company of each other. it has been more draining than usual , and i feel downright horrid that i have to leave earlier than the rest of them. i have tried to explain why , though i feel like i never have the best reason. it is suffocating sometimes , and the dynamic they have ; i would hate to ruin that, this is all i have to say for now , thank you for listening to my thoughts. i will be back at my earliest convenience , hopefully soon. 

Send “slurred words” to hear my muse describe yours whilst ridiculously drunk. @rustyparker

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“Ohmegosh!” Sofia giggled as she was questioned about the sweetest most handsomest man ever. “I dunno.. what do ya want me to say? Like... oof! He’s so tall! He’s a giraffe, yknow? My giraffe he’s so tall and handsome and he smells.. ugh.. like he smells so good. Like.. his scent..? His scent is my cocaine, my crack cocaine.. Oh shoot.. I probably shouldn’t joke ‘bout drugs, but like.. y’know.. he’s gorgeous and so smart! Like he doesn’t realize how smart he is and how talented... he’s also so sweet and soft but he could kill someone if he needed too.. Like..I admire him ‘cause he’s brave.. you know? So brave like.. like he’s my Knight in shining Tattoos.. I wanna have all his babies and live happily fornever after with him.. god he makes me wanna get a tattoo just thinking about him. Maybe I’ll get his name under my boob.. hrm.. god I love him. I love him so much..he’s my everything. He fits all the broken cracks in my soul... like we just... we fit together. Most people are just one piece missing, but me and Rusty? We got lots of pieces missing and somehow... we managed to find each other.. yknow?” Sofia smiled softly but then blurted out. “Plus he’s got a big cock.. like he’s so good at sex, fuck..” She whined softly. “I gotta go find ‘em.. Rusty! I wanna... go to the bathroom, cm’on!”

Salty AF Meme @mal0dramatic​​ said:  salty af munday meme (lmao I'm curious) : ♦, ♢, ☄, ☀, ☢, ❀, ❥ , ❦, ❧

♦ What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise? Admittedly, many mildly annoying things have happened to me before xD I think one that started as mildly annoying but has gotten more and more frustrating is people who follow me to just reblog memes or images from me. It’s just a bit rude IMO.

♢ Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz Not quite, but I suspect someone did try to copy me once waaaaaaaay back. Given I was the only person playing a particular character from a small fandom and this person showed up and immediately copied a bunch of my things, yeah I suspect at least.

☄ Have you ever been in the middle of drama? I don’t recall it happening? I always try to steer clear of drama, because I’m just here to write and make some RP friends. I don’t think I’ve ever been dragged into drama, at least not publicly anyway.

☀ What's your rp pet peeve? I have so many LMAO but as I’ve said before for this kind of thing, those muses who are super young yet have achieved far more than they could have plausibly done by that age. I’m talking those Supervisory Special Agents who are like 22 or people who are level 5 SHIELD agents by 18. As someone who loves to see older characters, to me it seems like people want to write a character with all that experience but can’t fathom writing someone who actually has the years to have believably achieved such status. Also when a blog has dozens of characters but none of them are over the age 27ish. It just doesn’t have that much appeal because there’s very little variety for me there. You won’t die if you write older muses, people. Really. And nope, 30 doesn’t qualify as old xD

☢ What fads/trends are you so over? Quite a lot tbh, but the super duper over formatted replies really just seem unnecessary to me? It can make things more and more difficult to read.

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill? Probably when someone admitted to reading my rules and my ‘will not write’ information, saw that I wouldn’t write X topic because I wasn’t comfortable with it, and then proceeded to shove X topic into a thread with me because they felt like it. I didn’t necessarily lose my chill at them, but I certainly did so behind the scenes.

❥ Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you? Not really, but there are definitely faces out there who I’m just sick of seeing only because they are so. goddamn. overused in the RPC.

❦ Has someone been jealous of you? Yes. And they tried to (and succeeded) ruin my friendship with another RPer because of it.

It was going to be the perfect trip to find themselves and get some creativity flowing. The tent and their bags were already in the car for two nights of camping. Perfect weather was predicted. As soon as Saturday afternoon began, the two were on their way to the campgrounds to find a spot (they’d checked the website to ensure that there would, in fact, be spots.) Isadora had driven close to 20 above the speed limit, as usual, until they were at the campgrounds, pulling into a spot, and setting up the tent in the grass. Hammering the last stake into the ground, the tent was now up and ready. Isadora pulled the door open so that they could see the fire they’d started in the firepit as they sat next to each other inside the tent, setting up an air mattress for the night. 

Pulling up a chair, Isadora sat around the fire, notebook in her lap, pen in her hand, lost in thought. “This was a great idea. And we’ve got the perfect spot. Not too close to other people, quiet. Peaceful,” Isadora mused, looking over at Mallory, a page already filled with her writing. She gave her a grin. Reaching a pause in the flow of ideas, she looked over at Mallory again. “Hey...” she began, setting her notebook down on the picnic table, “you want to put the fire out and go swimming? We’ve got enough firewood for days.”

The Devil: What was the worst relationship your muse has ever had?

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This girl was braver than she was. Robin would never rent a video from the adult section - especially considering that she worked there and Keith liked to get nosy and look through the employees rental history. Renting a porn would do her no good anyway. She'd never have the nerve to rent the type she really wanted and straight porn just wouldn't do it for her so what would be the point? She'd just make due with her dad's stash of playboys that she'd sneak into her room whenever she got the chance. That was risky enough and she didn't even want to think about what he'd do to her if he ever caught her. She just knew it wouldn’t be good and she be in a lot of pain - worse than she normally was.

Robin watched Mallory walk towards the counter with the video. She was determined that she was just going to act casual like it was no big deal. She wasn't even going to follow the dumb company policy that Keith came up with of saying the name of the movie and thanking her for renting it. That was a practice that Robin normally delighted in - especially when some lone person was renting a dirty movie with a family standing right behind them. She was not going to do anything that would embarrass her crush in any way. That was forgotten the second the DVD was placed in front of her. First she spent an uncomfortable amount of time staring at the picture on the cover and the title. God she didn’t know which was hotter. After that she just stood there with her jaw dropped in silence not knowing what to say. Robin could feel Steve's eyes behind her and she knew that if she looked up at the girl in front of her she'd probably staring at her as well. So much for playing it cool, Buckley. 

you were meant to

it was built into you. designed for you. there is pain here because it was meant for you, and how fucking dare they. your suffering is not their right. you hurt because they gave you ways to suffer and carved it into you when you could not breathe, because the intention always was that they could weaponize your pain against you. it is Yours. You are Yours. How fucking dare they. they cannot make you theirs; do not let them try.

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