Some people like me keep things inside, until its too late and there world comes falling apart, until it is almost to late to keep it hidden anymore. And me I know that I keep things in for tooo long and I feel like there is no one to truly talk to who will get me and everything wrong with me ... I am however greatful to my TRUE friends who have sruck by me and been there for me through everything I know its not easy, but one day when I am ready they will know the complete truth of why I am the way I am... I just hope that they will wait and be patient with me because I am trying trying to fully trust them ... WHy did you have to fuck me over make me feel like I can't trust anyone or people... I really want to but I just can't fully let anyone in