I just want to share. Being a student in this pandemic is hard - being a grad school student is even more unimaginable. The anxiety you feel due to the uncertainty thatโs happening is something you have to pin down with all your might just for you to stay focused. Lethargy is also something you need to deal with - for some (like me), itโs hard to simply switch my mindset based on my roles (a student, a son, or a teacher) while my physical setting remains the same. The struggle is real and itโs HARD. I stumbled upon my scores here (sorry, if this might sound like Iโm bragging ๐
) here on the first class we had to take when the lockdown and asynchronous learning began. While taking it, I had to overcome my anxiety, actively take my responsibilities as a son and brother to my family, and pin down whatever element that prevented me from finishing every single requirement and reading how many PDF documents for me to finish each one. As I saw them, and the comments I got about each one (the one here is on the final requirement), I couldnโt help but cry and be grateful - for my professor for granting me these scores, for my classmates who have been virtually supportive, and the Lord for granting me the strength and grit to overcome whatever obstacle I had to face in pursuit of my passion. My apologies for the lengthy post, but seeing these scores just got me reminiscing on the tears I shed and the numerous times I had wanted to quit. Looking at them now, it was the epitome, for me, that #hardworkpaysoff and the amount of strength it takes for a student to muster simply to get by even when asynchronous learning is a given option. #MAinquarantine #ThankYouLord๐๐๐ https://www.instagram.com/p/CA-ZgrfDynXc2hCeyHVeX2h0Y2Xx0x18d-8Kxw0/?igshid=vosquh2mqmiu