Warning: typical cannon violence. Some swearing. Some angst because if I wrote it.. you know.Ā
A/N: This is an idea that popped into my head but it isnāt really lining up with Cabur right now. It can be read without reading Cabur but it references that established relationship.
You had been pinned down for days. You had no idea exactly how long it had been. The only thing you knew was that you were absolutely exhausted.
āPlease. Please if someone is out there, I need backup.ā
You let go of the com button and stifled back a sob when you were met with nothing but silence. Paz was supposed to be planet side by now. Hell, you had even sent a message out to Din to get some help.
There were Imps everywhere.
You let yourself slump back against the wall, exhausted and not wanting to expend a bit of energy if you didnāt need to. Even pressing the com button felt like too much. The bekar armor you wore was weighing you down, but it was also the only thing that was keeping you alive. You traced your fingers down your chest and felt the scarred marks from blasters, stopping at the Vizsla signet. With a sigh you picked up the com again and hit the button.
āListen, I donāt know if youāre hearing this Paz. I have no idea where you are or if.. if youāll find me. If you do itās probably going to be too late. Itās okay though. Iāve been fighting. I think youād be proud of how many Imps I took down. Itās uh.. itās not gonna last much longer though. Too many and Iām just so kriffing tired. So, you find me and get my armor, okay? Give it to our girl. She can get rid of that stupid helmet from my stupid biur.ā
You laughed and coughed a few times, feeling the broken ribs you were surely aggravating just by breathing.
āYou take them all out, okay? Make them feel it. I took care of enough that the rest should be nothing for you. I kar'taylir darasuum gar, gar big kebiin besom. Akay mhi urcir tug'yc.ā (I love you, you big blue bastard. Until we meet again.)
You pulled yourself back onto your feet and tried breathing as deeply as possible. Once you composed yourself you took a few steps forward and stood at the door. You knew this was going to be it. You were going to go down like a warrior and take out as many of them as you could. You pressed your hand to the door and froze when you heard shouting and blaster fire.
āGo! Go! There are two more Mandalorian! We donāt even know if that one is alive. GO!ā
You slumped slightly as tears started to sting your eyes. Listening to the blaster fire and explosions was like music to your ears.
āI swear on everything, cyare, if you are dead, I will follow you into the afterlife and kick your pretty little ass.ā
You let out a sob when you heard Pazās voice growl in your ear. Once the blaster sounds died down you pushed the door open and started running, keeping your own blaster in your hands. You took out two stray Imps on your movement from the abandoned building to the flash of Dinās armor.
āPaz.ā
Din pointed at you running with your hand firmly pressed to your side. He dropped his enormous gun and started moving towards you, catching you as you slammed into him. The sound of beskar ringing together made you laugh, as he held you up.
āSorry Iām late, meshāla.ā
āStars you are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.ā
āI think she hit her head, vod. Paz Vizsla and beautiful in the same sentence?ā
āShut up, diākut.ā
You laughed again at their banter but groaned when he scooped you up in his arms.
āYouāre hurt.ā
āIāll be fine.ā
āYou really need to stop putting yourself in danger. All you had to do was call if you wanted to spend some time with me.ā
You let out a hysterical laugh and slapped his chest hard enough to make your hand sting.
āIāve been calling for days.ā
āJust living up to what you called me, my love. Big blue bastard.ā
You hummed and let yourself lean against his chest as he cradled you.
āThought maybe if I made you mad, youād show up quicker.ā
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I am so ready to go through the screen and slap Galindo SO HARD. I donāt trust him. I donāt trust his intentions. His dad (š¬) would be SO DISAPPOINTED in him. Emily deserves better. I said what I said.
Gif of me slapping my TV š
Hot take: I have never been a big fan of Miguel šš
His character has always rubbed me the wrong way, like thereās always been something that just doesnāt quite click for me. I love Danny Pino but Galindo really just doesnāt do it for me. And this season I see a lot more people starting to be over Miguelās shit and itās adding years on to my lifespan lmao
I love everything about Erin as a character so far and one of my biggest hopes for her is that she squares the fuck up with Miguel before S3 is over š
Could I request an enemies to lovers(or to friends if you donāt want to write smut) for Paz x reader?
Or if itās not a massive ask would you consider writing Cassian Andor x reader fics? Iāve loved his character since Rogue One and I canāt wait until 2022 for the show š«
I just stumbled across your work and I love it!!
Hi there! I wanted to answer now so you didnāt think I was ignoring you. This has been an exceptionally hard week for me between life and grad school. HOWEVER I absolutely will write a Paz x reader enemies to lovers for you š
Iām going to be wholeheartedly honest because thatās just how I am.. Iāve only seen Rogue One like maybe one time. So if I do write anything itās going to be a while before I can sit and watch the movie and see if he calls to me. I wonāt rule it out for the future but it wonāt be any time soon!
Hopefully will be getting the request done this weekend. Thanks for the ask!
Pairing: Eventual Jedi!OC x Sith!Obi Wan
Word count: 563
Story Rating: E (18+)
Chapter Rating: T
Warning: Swearing.Ā
A/N: Alright, here we go! I will be putting individual ratings and warnings on each chapter. I do not have everything planned out 100% but I do know it will probably take an explicit turn, so I will be putting the rating to that from the beginning. Please let me know if you want to be on a tag list for this story :)
Zara didnāt have a tragic backstory. She wasnāt someone that people felt pity for whenever they heard her name. No one thought of her and wanted to pity her or worry about her losses catching up with her. The only loss she had really gone through was leaving her loving parents when it was time to train to be a Jedi.
She was a small girl the first time she stood in front of Mace Windu. He had thought she was far too small to begin direct training, especially under him, but Yoda was right; she was stronger than she seemed. Zara had a certain determination and calmness behind her eyes that instantly gave Master Windu the connection he knew he needed when taking on a padawan.
Training under him wasnāt easy by any means. Zara was pushed to her limits, but she always pushed forward with grace and resiliency. Master Windu had worried when she became fast friends with Anakin Skywalker, but it never seemed to deter her from the path she was on. She was one of the most dedicated padawans he had ever seen.
He held so much pride as he watched her grow into the young Jedi Knight. Other Masters would fret and worry about their padawans transitions, but not him. No, he knew that she would pass every test handed to her. Ā
The only thing he could have possibly wanted to change was how quick with sarcasm she was. It shouldnāt have surprised him with how close she was with the Skywalker boy. He couldnāt really blame it on him though; she had always been a little shit when she wanted to be. Obedient to a fault but stars did she like to push his buttons.
He wouldnāt ever admit it to her, but he did find it endearing. Most of the time. There had been times when he was in a negotiation and instead of sitting back and letting him handle it, she would call out whoever was wrong; regardless of who it was. She had a way of saying the harshest things with a soft smile on her face.
He knew that deep down he wouldnāt change a thing about her. She was his star pupil, his prodigy. Possession was a straight path to the dark side but being proud of her accomplishments was the closest he would ever get to that. She was her own person and made her own choices, but he liked to think that even just a sliver of her success was due to his training.
Zara would have thrived under any Master. They all knew it. Despite that, she was thankful for having Master Windu train her and guide her through all of her trials. She wouldnāt admit it to him, but he meant a great deal to her. His approval and praise meant the world to her. She wasnāt competitive with the other padawans, short of small bets with Anakin. Knowing that she was getting stronger and making Master Windu proud was what spurred her on.
She was proud to be a Jedi Knight. Zara told Anakin many times that there wouldnāt ever be a single thing or person in the galaxy that could change that for her. Being a Jedi was her destiny and Zara Fross was hell bent that nothing would ever get in the way of that.
I havenāt liked Miguel either. I just like him less and less. This show gives me so much anxiety because if itās anything like SOA with character deaths NO ONE IS SAFE.
I really thought we were getting another Donna. And Iāll keep that vague for anyone who sees this and hasnāt seen the episode yet. But I was like screaming watching it.
Iām hoping that there will be a little more tact in the upcoming seasons now that Elgin James is taking the lead on things. Sons got pretty brutal and reckless with character deaths as the seasons went on and I donāt want to see that happen on Mayans as well.
Thatās not to say that everyone is safe forever, but I feel more secure watching this show as opposed to SOA when it comes to character deaths.
Besides. There is so much angst to be had with everyone being alive and it seems like they are capitalizing on that because I am in pain.
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Taking a little break from my normal Star Wars content.
Those of you that have children, from one mama to another parent.. please please teach your kids that itās okay for other kids to be different.Ā
My son is developmentally delayed and is finally to the point where he actually wants to be around other kids. He excitedly came home with the T-ball sign up andĀ I've never seen him as happy as when we went to get his glove.
We were teaching him how to do something today and the ball got past him. The coaches were wonderful and working with him. Another kid made a pretty rude comment that I can absolutely hear coming from an adult and not a child aged anywhere from 3-7 (kids hear things from the adults in their lives obviously). He is now heartbroken and refusing to go back.Ā
I wonāt force him to go back. He can make this decision. He struggles hard with seeing other kids do things he just canāt seem to do yet. I knew this was a possibility. He was trying though. He was trying so hard and the moment that kid said that I saw a switch flip in him. He was done.Ā
He was terrified to go to school this year because heāsĀ ādifferentā. He didnāt want to be around the other kids because he doesnāt speak the same way and he gets overwhelmed. What was said to him affirmed in his head that he was less than the rest of the kids. Hearing him call himself a freak broke my heart.
I know it will never be easy seeing my baby hurt. It will always tear at my heart. I just hope that he is able to find a tribe of people that love him for who he is and he learns that itās okay to be different. Itās okay to not be perfect. Itās okay to be unapologetically him.Ā
Maybe some day. Iāll keep hoping for the best and walking with him through all the bad.Ā
Okay, okay, Star Wars Asks! Is 1 to 10 too much? o_O If so, just choose some that tickle your fancy ;)
*cracks knuckles* Alright here we go!
1. Jedi or Sith?
Sith. I know they aren't *good* right? Which they arenāt. I agree with you 100%. I just canāt agree with theĀ āthe light is good and the dark is badā thing. Itās not plausible. No one is perfect. There is good and bad in all of us and the good wouldnāt be nearly as good if we didnāt also appreciate the bad.Ā
2. Rebels or Empire?
This is *hard* for me to answer. I think they both genuinely mess up with their ideals. The difference isĀ I'm more likely to sympathize with the Rebels because their leader isnāt Creepy Ass PalpatineTM. HoweverĀ I've seen first hand organizations have the very best intentions end up ruining lives. Small tidbit about myself, I served in the military. I donāt advertise it often because of the climate against the military (which I actually agree with honestly) and it left a really sour taste in my mouth. I joined to help people. Like genuinely help people as a medic. What I ended up seeing was a group of people that adopted the kill or be killed mentality with people they should have been trusting. BUT THIS IS GETTING OFF TOPIC. So, probably Rebels because they arenāt run by a dickhead :)
3. Favorite character from Prequels?
This is hard but probably Obi-Wan. Heās a genuinely nice person and cares so much about everyone. He doesnāt do it because he feels like he HAS to, thatās just how he is. Is he sassy? Yes. Is he sarcastic? Also yes. Is he ruggedly handsome and someone I would actually feel safe sleeping around? Also yes. I see no drawbacks here.
4. Favorite character from original trilogy?
This is also hard. Iād love to say my man Boba but I wasnāt really interested in him until I got older. Iād have to go with Leia. She showed me at a young age that itās perfectly acceptable to not take anyones shit. She was the perfect mix of royalty but also punch you in the face if you pissed her off. I loved it. Coming from a girl that was always told that I was just *too much* all the time, seeing a strong woman on my tv who was also *too much* warmed my heart and gave me a lot of confidence to not take anyones shit.
5. Favorite character from the sequel trilogy?
Finn. I wasnāt even sure of my answer until I started writing this. Finn saw how corrupt and wrong it was where he was and he left. He risked his life to leave. Did he only save Poe because he was a pilot? Maybe. However, he got out of there and that alone (not even counting how much he did after that) is so courageous and terrifying. Standing up to something that you have been conditioned to obey isnāt cowardly. He was so much braver than the movies ever gave him credit for.
6. Do you have any ships?
Hmm. I donāt hate any of the ships. As long as it isnāt like incest or underage stuff obviously. I think StormPilot was there and Disney just stepped on it because people would be angry there was a gay couple.Ā
7. If you could choose any profession to have in the GFFA, what would you be?
I honestly thinkĀ I'd be a senator if given the chance. Other than entirely blowing up the system *looking at you, Hux* there isnāt any other way to create change. Politics are hard but there were good senators in that group that just fell for Palps shit.Ā
8. Weapon of choice?
My aim is about as good as a storm trooper so saber. Probably saber staff butĀ I'd need practice because I constantly hit myself with mine haha.
9. What food from Star Wars would you want to try?
Oh man. Most of it looks pretty gross to be honest haha. Reyās ration packs remind me of being stuck in the field. That blue milk makes me want to gag. I think I would eat most things out of necessity but none of it is likeĀ āoh wow I need to try that!ā
10. Which character do you feel is most like you?
Almost every quizĀ I've takenĀ I've gotten Obi-Wan. Iām the friend that people come to when they need advice or someone to listen. I generally am down for helping out and giving advice (if they want it of course). Iām more likely to try to talk things out than anything else. Iām sassy and sarcastic but truth isĀ I'm hurt most often because of how much I care about people. It doesnāt stop me though. Iāll continue to care and take care of people probably until the day I leave this earth.Ā
