#magicmanmarvin

Chase was in the day room, watching Judge Judy on the television because if he had to sit through another slow-ass game of chess, or sit staring at another fucking jigsaw puzzle he was going to go insane.

Technically, the fact that he was in this centre meant that as far as any of the staff were concerned, he was already insane.

I know that sometimes I ask to RP but then never respond to that starter you so kindly wrote for me.

I know that sometimes you ask to RP and if I do respond, I take a long time and then seem distant and disinterested (this is not true)

I know that I RP with my own blogs A LOT. I have struggled to write the ideas as pure fics and writing them as RPs helps to break it down enough to write.

I know that I RP with people, then seemingly stop out of nowhere. Either I lost the response and am too ashamed to ask for the link, or I get caught up in my stories, or I worry I’m bothering people.

I know that none of you deserve to be treated with anything but complete respect.

I’m sure its put people off from approaching me, or talking to me and that’s 100% fair. I just hope that you can accept my apology for this.

RP is something I am struggling to regain from an ex-friend who kind of tainted the experience for me. I am not comfortable to share the details, nor offering this as an excuse for my bahviour but hope it can in some small way help to explain my attitude towards RPing.

Thank you for following me. Thank you if you reach out. Thank you if you don’t. Thank you for being patient.

His fingers clasped the edge of his sideboard, to be certain he was facing away from the client before he removed his glasses, reaching up and gently squeezing the bridge of his nose.