Hi I’m new to your blog but I saw your cry for help (asks). Which of the fourteen fears do you identify with the most? Alternatively; do you believe in opposite/opposing fears? I’ve had many thoughts about them but haven’t had the chance to post
DEFINITELY the spiral.
I thought I was safe from my fear being targeted specifically and thought if anything it would just be a vague closeness.
I thought that the episode with Martin lost in the lonely in the apocalypse would be the closest I get but that’s not exactly fear, that’s just emotionally devastating because it’s an incredibly accurate depiction of what every day feels like to be with depression.
And then I hit Mag177 ‘Wonderland’
When I tell you I went into fight or flight I mean it. It was so incredibly good. The depiction of the mental hospital and the statement being specifically second person made it terrifying. It felt like it was really talking to me directly. It hit the nail on the head with EVERYTHING. I was legitimately in tears it was so well done.
The part that hit me like a punch to the gut was ‘you somehow always manage to smell bad.’
Struggling with depression makes it so my hygiene is terrible and I haven’t showered it at least months, if not a year by now. This means I’m constantly told my smell is bothering people whenever I’m out in public at a social event. Pointing that out specifically in the episode made me physically nauseous I was in such a state of fight or flight.
Anyways, TL;DR, The spiral and a bit of the lonely, Mag177 wonderland was my fear, and I love this podcast so so so much, it’s so well written
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ok but i love basira trying to pull the same ‘refusing to acknowledge jon as a victim’ thing that she did in s4 and martin shutting that right down. when she's like "oh and you're just going to trust him?" and martin just says yes with such utter conviction. and the way he says it communicates so much. it's not just about reaffirming his trust for jon, it's about rejecting everything implied in what she says and the way she says it.Â
he couldn’t be there for jon in season 4, but he’s here for him now.Â
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So from live show, fluff and bloopers straight to episode 177, because after all that laughter I need to ground myself. That was a bit too much happiness, I'm not used to that anymore. Anyway, have we finally found our way to a domain of the Spiral? Because that's not part of the Hunt anymore, right? This will end in a disaster, I can see it already.