True to his word, Cowbirdsoar leaves at sunset. He emerges from the cave into the fading sunlight. He steps carefully into the bright snow, shivering as it meets his paw pads.
"Be careful," He mews to Madtomtuft, "There could be ice underneath."
She steps beside him. "I doubt it's cold enough for that."
He rolls his eyes, but doesn't press it. It's only her first leaf bare, he reminds himself. "Just be careful, please."
"Alright."
They carefully make their way up to the meadow. Under the last traces of daylight, they creep through their old territory. Despite himself, Cowbirdsoar stops when they reach Grouseclan's former camp. The dens were little more than scraps now. The snow had buried the nursery and caved in the Leader's den. No den, was safe, not even his den. The sturdy oak log that he slept had been split in half. The infected in there must have grown through the walls. He shivers. If I had stayed thereâŚ
Madtomtuft noses his shoulder. "Let's keep going," She whispers. He nods, casting one last glance at the camp before leaving.
They continue through their territory, and Pipitclan's before eventually finding the cave. He motions for Madtomtuft to sit down. He speaks quietly, "I need you to keep guard." She opens her mouth to protest, but he raises a paw. "The cave is well protected, except for this entrance. If an infected comes while I'm in there⌠I need you to be able to warn me, okay?"And be able to run if I can't.
She flicks her tail with irritation. "Fine." He smiles at her and steps towards the cave's entrance.
The dark, endless maw welcomes him. Jagged, gray teeth stick out from the roof, threatening to destrly any predators. Or cats Starclan rejects. He brushes the thought out of his mind and walks into the cave. The inside of the cave is just as dark.
He traces along the rocks as the cave grows tighter and tighter. It's a tight fit, but he manages to squeeze himself.
He emerges into The Guardian's cave. There, he sees the ancient bones of Guardian, curled up in xyr eternal slumber. The only light in the cave comes from the mushrooms that grow over xyr bones. Xyr giant skeleton easily outpaces even the infected. He tries to focus elsewhere, but his eyes keep drifting back to xyr head. Xyr skull is almost the size of his body. If xe were alive, xe could easily crush him.
Cautiously, he bows to xem. It feels silly how relaxing the traditions are. After a minute, he stands and approaches xem. He presses his nose against one of the mushrooms on Guardian's paws.
He shuts his eyes and lies down. Darkness envelops him as he falls asleep. A gentle light greets him, but before he can speak, he is shocked awake. A sharp splitting pain overtakes his head. He scrambles back from the bones, each movement bringing him new pain. He wheezes out, sickness clutching him. He digs his claws into the stone. He struggles to get his bearings. His ears ring.
Stop. Starclan. Please. He begs his ancestors, but each plea brings a fresh wave of pain. Please. He shoves his head into the stone, crying.
He remains there for an hour before Madtomtuft finds him. She rushes and frantically grooms him. "What's wrong?" she asks so sweetly and so innocently.
Even without the pain, Cowbirdsoar could not meet her gaze. She does not deserve this pain; no cat does. Starclan⌠Starclan can not save us. He buries his head into her shoulder. Her scent helps ground him, but as he moves his head, he can't help but notice a foreign scent on her fur. Too tired to think about it, he rests his head on hers.
"Let's⌠just get home," He says, his voice raspy.
Madtomtuft doesn't push him- Stars, I hope one day she does- And the two of them return to camp.
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Cowbirdsoar lays in the healer's den, basking in the cool morning air. His- the kits lay against his side. He curls his tail over them. Â
Last moon, he tried to get them to sleep on their own. He and Madtomtuft cleaned and added moss to the apprenticeâs den. But after spending the night in it, they refused to return. No bribery or insistence would change their minds. Â
Cowbirdsoar knew he could force the issue, but that would do them no good. So, instead he chose to accommodate them. He brought the moss from the apprentice den and added it to his own nest. Â
That made the comfortable nest the three of them lay in now. He yawns into the empty air and stretches. Rhubarbkit squeaks against him, while Plumekit just curls further in on herself. Â
He looks down at them, his golden eyes shining. They are mine... Stars it is wrong, but they are my family. He looks at the cave roof and imagines Starclan looking down at him. He imagines the face of his mentor, the one he had made his oath to. He can see her scowling at him. I promise I am still loyal, He says to the visage. I will never take a mate, never have kits. But let me have this selfishness. Â
The visage stares through him, it says nothing, but a lightness creeps into his heart. He rests his head against his kits. Â
âAre you up yet?â Madtomtuft calls from the entrance. He narrows his eyes at his niece, making a shushing motion with his tail. She covers her mouth and backs away. Â
Reluctantly, Cowbirdsoar uncurls himself from his daughters. He licks both of their heads and walks out to meet Madtomtuft.Â
âDid you need something?â he says quietly. Â
âI just wanted to offer to go herb hunting with you.â She smiles so earnestly; the rest of darkness drains to his paws. Â
He nudges his head against hers. âIâll be ready soon.â He walks back into the cave. Â
Rhubarbkit is already bothering Brambleclash, while her quieter sister is still asleep, having taken over the whole nest. Brambleclash bats at Rhubarbkit and smiles at him. She mouths âI have thisâ at him. He mouths his own thanks and slinks back out.Â
Madtomtuft and Cowbirdsoar climb the rocks and onto the field. They bring themselves to a feverfew patch; the majority of it is already dead. Do we even have enough? If what we have goes bad... she nudged him out of his thoughts. Â
She motions towards the patch. âHow do I harvest the feverfew?â Â
He swallowed down his fears. âYou want to nip them towards the base of the stalk- be careful, the smell can throw off some cats.â He knew she knew. But the words comforted him.Â
She followed his orders and picked the plants. He joins in, avoiding the dead roots.Â
 His ears twitch, catching a sound on the wind. Pawsteps. He unsheathes his claws. The pawsteps get closer. Madtomtuft tenses next to him, her own claws at the ready.Â
The pawsteps grow louder until a cat comes into view. A normal, non-infected cat and one Cowbirdsoar recognizes. Â
He sprints to them without thinking. âWalnutpawâ He calls out. Walnutscreechâs eyes widen in surprise. They run up to greet him. Â
The last time he saw Walnutpaw, their ears just barely reached his chin. Now, Walnutpaw was just a paw shorter than him. Their short, sandy fur, was tight against their skin, letting Cowbirdsoar see the bones underneath.Their purple eyes, once full of warmth and ambition, had dulled and sunk into his head. Â
âItâs Walnutscreech now,â They correct. Â
That made sense. It had been 9 moons. âOh.â He clears his throat. âCongratulations.â He peaks over their shoulders. It was dangerous for them to be alone, where was Daisypop? Or the other Ivyclan cats?Â
âItâs just me.â They follow his gaze.Â
The words hit Cowbirdsoar like a raging badger. Just me. Â
âIvyclan is...?âÂ
Walnutscreech shook their head. âNo, we just moved further up the hill.â Â
âWe moved to the shore ourselves.â He waves his tail towards where he came from. Â
âThatâs nice...â They reply, staring at the feverfew patch. Â
Of course, they came for that. And we had already picked so much...Â
âI think thereâs still some.â He offers them. âThough, it may be easier for one clan to share them, rather than two.â Ivyclan has always been proud, but maybe, maybe those left could join Grouseclan. Â
Walnutscreech paws at the dirt. âI canât imagine our leader would be keen on that.â They meow, the weight of the words pressing them against the dirt. Â
âWhat about just you?â Â
They recoil. âI canât. Ivyclan still needs me.â Cowbirdsoar deflates.Â
âRight, of course.â He paws the dirt. âIâll get you that feverfew.â He walks back to Madtomtuft, taking some of the plants. He sets it on their paws and steps back. They take it and turn around. Â
âThank you.â They mumble around the plants. Cowbirdsoar nods to them. He wants to pull them back, but he knows he cannot. A healer's duty is to their clan... they would only hate him if he tried to remove them from their duty. Â
Silently, Cowbirdsoar slinks home. Madtomtuft follows him, feverfew in her jaws. Â
They tell the clan about Walnutscreech and Ivyclan. Brambleclash seems uneasy, Nighthawkflicker is quiet, and the kits... well they spend the meeting playing. Â
Cowbirdsoar curls in on himself. He paws his leg. âWe can decide whether to visit them or not later. But for now, we should all just sleep on it.â Â
âThatâs as good an idea as any.â Brambleclash nuzzles against him. âMind checking on my sprain before you turn in?âÂ
âOf course.â He helps her to the healerâs den. The kits follow them, worn out from their play. Â
Cowbirdsoar refused to leave the den after they got back. Brambleclash tried to soothe his nerves... but she wasnât enough. Even though she had been the one to deliver the killing blow, he seemed to carry the death on his head. Â
So, she did what she could; she supported him. Every day, she would bring him prey and wet moss. She would groom his ruffled fur and help him entertain the kits. It was exhausting, but there was no other way. If she didnât care for him... that wasnât something she planned to think about. She was a good clanmate and that meant that she would help him. Â
And of course, help the kits. They still made her a little uneasy, especially Rhubarbkit. But they were kind of cute. They played mossball with each other and cuddled up to Cowbirdsoar every chance they got. Â
The worst part of it was trying to hide him. When the guy has his own den, itâs hard to keep cats from looking there. Â
But Brambleclash considered herself a clever cat. She took the two older girls to explore the territory. The changing season brought forth a plethora of colors. There were leaves falling, lizards sunning, and even some fish closer to camp. Hopefully, it would be enough to distract them. Â
Nighthawkflash immediately abandoned the other two to chase the lizards. It wasnât out of malice, more a need to blow off steam. Cowbirdsoarâs withdrawal had affected everyone, whether they could admit it or not. Â
Brambleclash nudged Madtomtuft. âWhy donât we walk along the beach?â Â
The younger warrior scrunched her nose. âWhat if we run into any of the... the infected?â she asked quietly, as if her voice would summon them. Â
âI patrolled earlier, if weâre quiet, we should have no problems.â Brambleclash rested her tail on the otherâs back. Â
Madtomtuft weighed her options. She dug her paws against the stone as she thought. âI guess we can then.â Â
The two walked down to the beach together. Despite Brambleclashâs confidence, they still stayed close to camp. Madtomtuft would even peroidically stop to make sure that Nighthawkflicker was still in view. Â
Itâs good that they have one another, Brambleclash purred to herself. Despite the cold that the ocean carried, her pelt felt warm. She breathed in the fresh ocean air and shook her pelt. The sun on her spine felt amazing. She wanted to lie down right now, like a big lizard, but Madtomtuft didnât seem in the lying mood. Â
Speaking of... up ahead, Madtomtuft had stopped in her pawsteps. Brambleclash hurried to meet her. âWhatâs going on?â She meowed curiously. Â
Without a word, Madtomtuft raised a paw and pointed at a bright orange, half-submerged object. It kind of looks like a cats back half. Brambleclash carefully approached it. Whatever it was, it was dead. Â
Madtomtuft followed her lead. She sniffed at the object, pushing it a little. Something clicked or snapped within it. Which sent her racing out of there like a bat out of hell. She kicked up a cloud as she ran. Brambleclash would have lost her if she had not fallen on her face halfway out. Â
That was a story she would definitely pass on to Cowbirdsoar and the kits. Â
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A cold breeze blew through the territory, carrying with it the first flakes of Leaf-bare. While inside the camp, the cats lay huddled together. I wish I could grow a thicker coat, Madtomtuft laments as she buries her head into Nighthawkflicker's fur.
Nighthawkflicker runs her tongue over her ears. "We can find some moss or prey pelts to line your nest."
Madtomtuft purrs gratefully.
"Maybe Cowbirdsoar has some herbs that can warm us up?" Brambleclash stands up, a shiver running through her as her pads meet the stone.
Seeing the tabby's reaction, Madtomtuft immediately tucks her paws under her stomach. "No thanks."
"Someone is feeling mousey," Nighthawkflicker teases, swiping a paw at her. She rolls out of the way. Big mistake. She lies unhappily on her back, her belly and legs exposed to the cold air.
This is how I die.
"Save me." She raises her freezing paws. Nighthawkflicker rolls her eyes and goes to the healer. Luckily, Brambleclash takes mercy on her, rolling her back onto her belly.
"My savior!" She chirps, pulling her paws in tight.
"You're welcome, try next time rolling into her." Brambleclash puts her tail on Madtomtuft's head.
She snorts. It might help me get warm, too.
Nighthawkflicker breaks the peace. "That is not a cat anymore!" She yowls as she steps out of the Healer's Den.
Right on her heels was Cowbirdsoar. "Please, just hear me out." He tries to keep his voice low, but the damage is done. All eyes are on him.
Madtomtuft is quick on her paws. "What's going on?"
Cowbirdsoar opens his mouth, but Nighthawkflicker is faster. "Plumekit is infected."
No. Madtomtuft's ears fell back. Not another cat⌠please. She looks to her uncle for help, but he can't meet her eyes. Sickness grips her belly, tugging her down. She presses her claws against the stone. I haven't even gotten to know her. Please, Starclan.
"Are you⌠certain?" Brambleclash tries to keep her tone neutral. But a slight waver gives her away. Madtomtuft presses into her, offering comfort.
Nighthawkflicker bristles."If you don't believe me, you can see for yourself."
Hope sparks in her chest. Just a simple check, and I can prove she's wrong. Then, the fear creeps in. It ties her paws to the floor. And if sheâs not wrong? Madtomtuft curls her tail closer.
"I believe you." Brambleclash steps forward.
Madtomtuft shakes away her fear. They had to be wrong- I have to prove them wrong. She moves closer to the healer's den, forcing herself to look inside.
There's Rhubarbkit and⌠oh. Her hope withers as her eyes find Plumekit. The white kit huddles beside her sister, her eyes wide and rimmed with red.
Maybe⌠Madtomtuft struggles for an excuse. The kit could be tired, she could have gotten something in her eye. But none of those explain the wrongness she feels, looking at Plumekit.
She speaks up then, her voice small. "What⌠what can we do?"
The camp is silent, and the air is thick with the words that cannot be said. Each cat keeps their eyes downcast. All except for Nighthawkflicker.
She looks at each of her clanmates, her tail lashing. When no one meets her gaze, she speaks. "We have to kill her."
Cowbirdsoar yowls, "No!" The tom moves to defend his daughter. He places himself at the mouth of the Healer's den. "Please, you can't kill her."
Nighthawkflicker lowers her hackles. "I'm sorry, Cowbird, but she's not your kit anymore."
He shakes his head.
"As much as you want to deny it, she's one of them now." She steps closer to the healer. "We have to get rid of her before she kills us all."
He looks to the others for support, but neither molly meets his gaze. Madtomtuft wants to be on his side. She wants to help them. But if Plumekit is ⌠she might be past saving.
Cowbirdsoar takes a minute. The desperation in his eyes does not fade; instead, it twists into determination. "What if I cure her?" He speaks quickly, refusing to let anyone get a word in. "She's in a very early stage of the disease. I can cure her; she won't, won't turn into a monster. And the only way that I can do that is if, if you let her live." He stands firm, eyes meeting Nighthawkflicer's.
His expression sparks Madtomtuft's memories. He wore that same, terrified, determined look when he carried her out of camp. He had defended her then. And now, he needs her.
"Let's give him the chance."
The others turn to look at her.
"You can't be serious, Madtom!" Nighthawkflicker hisses.
"I am." Madtomtuft places her paw on Nighthawkflicker's. "If we give him some time-"
She pulls her paw away. "He's had nothing but time! He's had ten moons."
"And I've spent those moons running the clan." Cowbirdsoar shook his head. "Please, Nighthawkflicker. She can stay out in the infected den. I can test different herbs and find us a cure." He narrows his eyes. "But I can't do that if you kill my daughter."
She lashes her tail.
Please, be smart. Madtomtuft tries to touch her denmate again. Instead, she draws further back.
"Fine," She hisses. "You have one moon." She presses her face closer to Cowbirdsoar, her teeth on display. "I just hope your experiment doesn't cost you your living daughter."
Cowbirdsoar did not wilt under her gaze. Instead, he narrows his eyes. "I will not lose either kit."
Nighthawkflicker scoffs and turns away. "I'm going on patrol." And just like that, she's gone.
Madtomtuft watches her leave, then turns back to her uncle. His determination is still there, but he's tired. He's won the battle, but he knows that he's started a war.
She moves to comfort him. But Brambleclash is there. The molly grooms his head, pressing against him.
The moment feels almost private. Madtomtuft turns away. He had comfort. Which left one clanmate unaccounted for.
"I'll be back," she mews to her clanmates, before heading out after Nighthawkflicker.
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Telling us about Ivyclan before we went to sleep was the worst possible decision Cowbirdsoar could have made. Nighthawkflicker tiredly turns over. No matter the position she took, Ivyclan would not leave her brain. Â
What is life like for them now? How many did they lose? Did they even lose anyone? The questions swarm her like wasps. She tries to swat them away, but she only hits herself. She bats her tail against the stone. Â
Lying here is getting me nowhere. Might as well take a walk or something. She rose to her paws. In the old days, she would wander to the training stones and practice whatever Eggstar had last taught her. Now... Now she just settles for stepping outside of the cave. Â
The late-night air hits her like a badger. She shivers and tries to fluff up her pelt. The cave was cold, but this was unnatural. Â
Madtomtuftâs voice cut through the air. âIf you think this is bad, you should try going for a swim.â Â
Nighthawkflicker glances around for her clanmate. I didnât see anyone when I came out. And sheâs not behind me. She double-checks just in case. Â
Madtomtuft let out a purr of amusement, hopping down next to her. Â
âFor a cat named Nighthawk, you are not very good at looking at the skies.â She teases, her whiskers twitching with amusement. Â
The gray tabby rolls her eyes. âAnd for a cat named Madtom...â She screws up her face, âyou swim bad.â Â
The brown molly lifts an eyebrow. âDid you forget what a madtom was?â Â
Nighthawkflickerâs ears burn. Hoping to avoid further embarrassment, she shifts the conversation. âSo, what are you doing out this late?â Â
Madtomtuft deflates. âI... just needed to think,â She admits. Â
âWell,â The tabby puts her paw on her friend's, âyou arenât alone there.â She offers a smile.Â
Her denmate buries into her side. âI just... I donât know how to feel,â she whispers. âI feel jealous and excited and... so confused.â Â
Nighthawkflicker nods along. âI get it... as much as it sickens me, Iâm jealous too.â She looks away. âTheir leader survived, other cats survived... and I just think...âÂ
âWhy not our clanmates?â Madtomtuft finishes for her. Â
The tabby sighs. âYeah.â She sits down, wrapping her tail around herself. âBut Iâm also... happy.âÂ
âHappy?âÂ
âSounds weird, I know.â Nighthawkflicker grins awkwardly. âBut another clan, that means we arenât alone. It means that... we have a real chance.âÂ
Madtomtuft did not say anything after that. But the words seem to have done their job, as relief overtook her expression. She sits next to Nighthawkflicker and buries her head in. Â
The mollies spent the next few nights sharing their fears and making plans to try to meet the other Ivyclan cats. There were still some mixed emotions, but they at least had another cat to share them with. Â