#madlikeclockwork

"Exactly, my wife was aboard the Aurora when it exploded. She has burn and shrapnel scars on 70% of her body"

Even though #madlikeclockwork Even with everything I know I'm drowing without a lifeguard I'm burning without a firefighter I'm lost at sea without a Viking I cannot be angry that I was not The one you chose I cannot be angry that it was The shallows you chose Versus my deep ocean eyes https://www.instagram.com/p/Cov5g5pMGBB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

The song is called Hell and You by Amigo the Devil #goodbye #freeverse #madlikeclockwork That was my favorite song before I met you. Now I can't listen to it with nausea in my throat. Now I can't listen to it without pain in the storms that are my eyes. I will never wish that e never met, but I'll feel much better when we're strangers again. https://www.instagram.com/p/CovZLkcJeii/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Strength #thoughts #poetry #madlikeclockwork You may not be able to handle me at my unhappy and my anxious. You may not think I'm enough or even too much. But I know I am just right and I handle me through everything so that makes me stronger than you. https://www.instagram.com/p/CoqOilaJRmE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I'm a monster #poetry #madlikeclockwork My claws can tear out your demons and keep them safe inside my darkness. A place they can't escape as long as you protect me from this world. This world is burning and I am like a torch seeking a flame. I need strong arms to hold me in the early hours of the day. I need a hand holding my face while it's master kisses me slowly. Lips that travel the whole expanse of my thighs. Teeth that escape their cage to find themselves in my flesh. A calming storm that holds me tight and listens to me ramble while I dance in its rain. https://www.instagram.com/p/CopF8GEOS6c/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

I am me Part 2/4 #poetry #madlikeclockwork I am a pain in the ass. I am loud and weird as fuck. I will always make you laugh. I am cursed with feeling things so deeply. My pain is written on my bones. I would never die for anyone but fuck I would live a thousand years. I am all love with a bit of wildfire and hurricane sprinkled into my veins. There is a depth in my calm. There is a method in my madness. There is light in my darkness. I am loyal to a fault. I give too many chances and cry too many tears before I walk away. My laugh is a whirlpool dripping with hope. I am limitless comfort; a graveyard of hope. Haunted by the past, awaiting new arrivals. I'm done settling for people who are not absolutely and insanely happy to be with me. When pain is your pleasure, demons and saints look the same. A crescendo in the making. https://www.instagram.com/p/CopFnWpOb5E/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=