#madisventposts

OH MY GODDDDDDD. THIS TIKTOK COMMENT SECTION MADE ME WANT TO BANG MY HEAD ON THE WALL. INCELS STFU CHALLENGE!!!

told a man i’ve been homeschooled most of my life, never really talked to anyone my age, never had friends or a first kiss or anything, and he said he likes that im like a blank canvas!!!! okay!! i don’t really like the sound of that!! 😭

having anxiety is watching true crime and being scared because this could happen to you but also being scared because wha if you’re secretly just as bad as that person and you’re capable of terrible things and you’re just lying to yourself when you think you’re a good person

i’m getting FOUR teeth pulled in a few days. AHHHH. someone tell me i’ll be okay 💔 i don’t even care if you’re lying!!! i’m so scared!!!!!

have a huge fear of anything to do with teeth and went to get 4 teeth removed so i can get braces

the surgeon said i should also go ahead and have my wisdom teeth removed

so instead of 4 teeth removed, which i was already terrified, i now have 8 removed

and i started my period on the same day as all of this

so that’s how my day is going! how about everyone else? 🥰

I’M GETTING BRACES TOMORROW MORNING. AT 18 BECAUSE I HAVE A HUGE FEAR OF THE DENTIST SO I DIDN’T EVEN CONSIDER IT UNTIL LAST YEAR. I’M GOING TO THROW UP 😭 I AM SO FUCKING SCARED!!!!!!

wish me luck 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

i don’t know who i am

i think i’m shy but maybe that’s just my social anxiety, maybe the real me is outgoing

i think i’m innocent and soft but i think that’s just because that’s what the world says girls need to be in order to find love and i want a man to love me

i think i’m ditzy but really i’m just dumb and playing it up in a silly way feels cuter than just being stupid

i wish i knew who i really was

only two days into having braces and i don’t even have the wires on yet but these things are pissing me off already omg!!!!! my mouth feels so funky and cluttered and claustrophobic 💔