#madisonrosemorrison

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This is a complete Masterlist of all of my works.

All works are mine, and will only be mine.

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Ethan Dolan Masterlist

Grayson Dolan Masterlist

Death Note Masterlist

Random Miscellaneous Things Masterlist

Stranger Things Masterlist

Avatar Masterlist

Supernatural

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More to be added later.

This is my complete Masterlist at the present time.

Taglist: @grantzarrr @blindedbythelightt @dolan-habits @lucaaahhh @cmk50 @lokisblueskin @mrscartierr

Ethan:

The Night We Met

Are You With Me?

Dusk Til Dawn pt. 2

The Beginning

Crush pt.2 pt.3

Paralyzed pt.2

Stockholm Syndrome pt.2

Psychopath

You’re... pregnant?

Ethan Dolan Series:

Brother’s Best Friend Series

The Interview Series

My Alpha Series

Friends with Benefits Series

Secret Love Series

High School Drama Series

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It's you. It's always been you. It always will be you. You are the love of my life. You are my soulmate. It's sad you just don't know it yet. You don't know me yet.

You have such gorgeous eyes. Don't you know that? You don't know how beautiful you are. A gorgeous face with the body of a god. Your hands are small gentle little things. Your hair falls in waves around you as you walk, you're always pushing it back out of your face, yet you refuse to get a haircut. You look cute in your glasses, yet you refuse to wear them. Instead you wear contacts. Disgusting little things they are. They change the color of your eyes. I don't like that. They make them blue instead of the beautiful green you already have.

Your friends are despicable. You should hear how they talk about you behind your back. Making bets about which one will f**k you first. Jacob bet 1,000 and Kian bet 400. I want you to know you're worth more than that. I wouldn't hesitate to give my life just for you to talk to me. You're special, Madi.

I won't tell you how I know your name or how I know who you are. It might freak you out and I don't want that. I just want you to know I'm always here for you. No matter what. I'll drop anyone and do anything to be with you, because that's how special you are to me.

I'll love you always.

I close the letter and stuff it back in the envelope. What the f**k did I just read?

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The Vows

Memories pt.2 pt.3

You

Speechless

series

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The Interview Series

High School Drama

Link to Ethan Dolan Masterlist <-

Madi’s pov

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I grab the bag of marijuana from the cabinet below the sink. Opening it up, I take a out a stick and light it. I sit on the couch and blow the smoke into the air. I can feel my muscles and mind relaxing.

"Madison, you shouldn't smoke so much."

"This is the only way I can see you Gray. I'll be an addict if it means I can see you all the time."

"Madi it wasn't your fault."

I turn towards his figure. God, he looks so real. It's like he's right here. I take another hit of the stick as he seems to fade slightly. Instantly getting clearer, he moves forward shaking his head.

"You need to stop blaming yourself for the car accident-"

"Just shut up Grayson. You know after you leave I blame myself more anyways."

"Then stop bringing me back! You're only hurting yourself further. I loved you Madi-"

"Love."

"What?"

"You said loved, it's love."

"I'm dead, so it's loved."

I roll my eyes and take another hit. He becomes clear again.

"Please stop fighting with me Gray. This is the only time I have with you for the next week and a half."

"Good, I can finally have peace."

"F**k you. I do this so I can see you and you take it for granted. You're selfish."

"It pains me to see you like this, so can you blame me? The only time you see me is when you're high. I didn't like you smoking when I was alive, you think I'm all of a sudden going to like it now?"

"I thought you'd want to be with me anyway you could."

"No, of course I would rather be alive with you. I want you to live a long and happy life. You're slowly killing yourself by smoking so much."

"If I smoke too much, I'll die. Then we'll be together."

He screams out of frustration, "You don't understand! When I died it was an accident. If you die from smoking too much, you're killing yourself! You'd be going to hell Madison!”

"I-"

I pause. He's right. We wouldn't be together. A tear falls down my cheek.

"I just want to be with you again Gray."

He smiles and sets a transparent hand on my thigh, "I know Madi, I want to be with you too. It just- it doesn't work that way."

His hands grab my face and force me to look at him. The tears fall down my face at a more rapid pace. I see Grayson through my blurry vision. He smiles a warm smile and wipes the tears from my face.

"I'm not going anywhere right now. Why don't you come lay down?"

He moves back and motions to his lap. I sniff and move to lay my head on his legs. He strokes my hair and starts to hum. It's a familiar song, our song. Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. I smile and snuggle more into his legs. He runs his hands through my hair to relax me. I feel my eyelids starting to get heavy. I let them close but continue to listen to his humming. I furrow my brows when he goes quiet. He said he wouldn't leave I- looking up he's still there just staring at me. He opens his mouth and begins to sing another song.

"I can hear your heart

On the radio beat

They're playing 'Chasing Cars'

And I thought of us

Back to the time,

You were lying next to me

I looked across and fell in love."

Tears stream from my eyes as I close them once more. I feel myself drift into a deep sleep at the sound of his soft singing.

When I wake up, I turn to look at Grayson however he's not there. I sit straight up and notice the smoke from the dying out stick of marijuana on the table. I did it again, didn't I? I smoked too much to convince myself that he was here. As I stare at the stick my eyes fill with tears. I could've swore he was right here. I smile lightly as the tears fall down my face. I open my mouth and sing lightly.

"So open your eyes and see

The way our horizons meet

And all of the lights will lead

Into the night with me

And I know these scars will bleed

But both of our hearts believe

All of these stars will guide us home."

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Tag list: @fangdolan @blindedbythelightt @rhyrhy462 @luxplsr @333dolans

Part 2 coming soon! 😌