You're everyone I see

Everywhere I go, it won't go away

"What am I doing wrong to deserve this?"  I say

I can feel the wind slapping me

The winter sun glaring down at me with much hate

I didn't have much time left 

Now my time is growing thin

My body used too much in this lifetime

And other millenniums ago

If i can't escape these visions, then I can't escape my fate

Can I? 

These endless seconds wearing away

These long cold days growing darker

"Someone, take my life! It's tearing me away!" I scream

The memory of your endless smile

It haunts me everywhere I go

Can you hear my flesh being torn apart? 

My tears falling silently

My pure fear shaking me in the dark

Are you satisfied? Are you happy with these answers?

You win, you win, I lose

"You win!" I cry out in the empty space

Now make the sun stop glaring

Make the cold stop numbing my lying body

Make my world go dark

I don't have much time now

Can't you tell by the way I wheeze?

I won't ask for forgiveness

I'll ask for death instead

I can see your smile now

But it's haunting me

This memory is killing me quickly

Your laugh is contagious

This is endless, endless, countless times

The seconds ever wearing away

As I slowly take my last breaths

You've succeeded in tearing me apart

Are you happy now?

Alfred sighed and took a sip of his hot cocoa and sighed in the brisk cold air, his nose shiny red as he wiped the snot drool away with his glove.

"You're everywhere I go..." another sip.

"And you can tell that you're everyone I see." A sigh.

"But my time is up. It's time, it's time...my final seconds are here." He gave a soft smile and stared at the grave before him, his sky blue eyes twinkling with unknown emotions. "Now,this memory won't haunt me anymore. You win. I lose."

He turned away and began walking into the distance, that one smile shining in the mile before him. "This is the last time we'll be torn apart...and my final seconds are here." He hummed.

"I hope you're satisfied with this answer."

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*This is my own made-up song with parts of The Memory by Mayday Parade*