#madchattery

💖 you know. I actually don.t remember. I don't think it was a single reason though, to be honest. I think i started writing my first when i was still in 9th grade, roght after i read only time (travel) will tell (which has since been deleted and linked again from the wayback machine on @miraculousdeletedfics) and where have all the heroes gone and where are all the gods. In other words. I was obsessed with time travel and the idea of second generation heroes and i had this a4 notebook that looked legit like shit and i just wdote in it a lot. Nino was the guardian. He had an existential crisis when he had to pick his son as chat. Wild times. But yeah. I just really loved the fics that had already been written and wanted to contribute too. And i.m also always a sucker for attention so there.s that too lmao

🎶 AJDJSJDNA YOU KNOW THIS IS MY WEAKNESS. MUSIC. MY BELOVED. I always always have playlists for my fic and more often than not i at least start writing listening to stuff tho i might pause the music at some point if i get into the writing mood and need to focus better. Lately i have actually been listening to a romanian song on repeat but idk if there are ajy translations for the lyrics and idk if you want me to add the translation here ajrhehrjjaa but it.s called fluturi albi (white butterflies) by aeon blank and ana coman. It.s extremely angsty. And has a lot of sentiadrien vibes. Aged up sentiadrien vibes. So many of them. Like. "Blinding, blinding, this dead sun / any unsaid word becomes poisonous / they'll catch us, they'll catch us in the end / they'll lock us up in a castle with white butterflies / and whoever says we're not allowed to die? / hold me in your arms / we're going to fall next / we'll be free, we'll be free one day / between four walls / we've always been alone / alone we'll be left

(For the ask game)

Sorry it took me a while akdjsjjds yesterday was definitely a day

For some reason ✨ appears qs both a movie i like to rewatch and a song i like to daydream to skdjsjdj so

I circle through the same 6 or so movies every time i wanna watch something and lately i.ve been in a cinderella phase so final answer, a cinderella story once upon a song sjdjsjdjwk

26. best song you listened to this year

I thought for way too long about this kjdhfkshdfs. I simply cannot choose one song XD plus, how even do I figure out if I first listened sometihing this year or last year ksdjfksjdfsdf what even is time i don't know her So instead i took into consideration how much I've listened to certain artists and The Amazing Devil has been chef's kiss so I'm going to pick Inkpot Gods because it still gives me chills when I listen to it.

27. best fandom moment of the year

THE MARICHAT KISS I LITERALLY SCREAMED I was on a train and I oculdn't watch the episode so I got spoiled on tumblr and I legit squealed and wiggled around in my seat and wouldn't stop showing my friend the gifsets and then I even told my mom about it when I got home

God tier listening skills and even better skills at plot twisting - i am still hurting dudjejkwa

This is one of the wips I had actually fogotten about lmao. I used to be obsessed with it last spring, just before I came up with the Witch AU and other 3 wips kadfkasdh. And because I didn't know if I could actually write it. I didn't want it to become cliche or even, like, wrong. The gist of it is that Adrien dies in the finale battle and Marinette has a very hard time coping. After years, when she is finally better and after a while of helping rose volunteering at an orphanage she adopts a little girl that reminds her a lot of Adrien (13 years or so) and that's Camille. She's very shy though and it takes them a while to actually bond however much Marinette is trying to do for her, but Camille actually just doesn't know how to express her feelings when and when she's overwhelmed with emotion she kinds of shuts down which makes it seem like she's unhappy. And she's tryig to find a way to help her mom because she hears the way she talks about Adrien and in some way or another (aided by the curcumstances of having a mom that's Ladybug and thus in contact with all the other heroes and miraculouses), she manages to steal on of the miraculouses and becomes basically the new HawkMoth excpet it's Adrien the one she wants to bring back. The jury is still out on whether she manages or not. But yeah, idk if I'll ever actually get back to it. Probably if I'm ever really sad and in the mood for some catharsis.