#mackaz

So in my dream my mom called me and told me to go to this fast food place. I didn’t want to go but she told me Koki and some others were there. So I headed over and I remember having a small freakout when I saw them through the window. I walked in and could not stop staring at Koki. When they were leaving I kinda yelled out “KOKI!!” just to get his attention so I could wave. He looked so fucking happy to see a fan (they were being ignored by everyone really) and he walked straight to me with a grin. I told him that I love INKT and wished he would play in North America so I could see him perform at least once. He kept saying sorry that they weren’t playing in America but did kind of invite me out for some fun. We went urban cliff diving lol. There was a wall that you could jump off of into a river. And then he went to give me an autograph (we moved to another cafe/fast food place) and wrote “@koda keep blogging”. One of my friends suggested I take him to the largest anime store in the USA (which in my dream, was in Pittsburgh where my dream took place). Koki was so excited to go. (Ueda was in this part as well, just sitting across from me and Koki. Mackaz and Kei were there as well). But before we went to the store Koki told me how he cuts because he feels like he is nothing (and showed me some of the cuts on his arm where his treble clef tattoo was supposed to be). I comforted him and told him he was absolutely perfect in his own way and that he will always be loved by us. We had to then go to my apartment because one of my friends got out of the hospital and things were still bad with him mentally. I woke up before I could take Koki to the anime store though.