#m.i vent

so uhh

polyminds are like- weird- right?

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I might be one???

IK IT'S ASSCOCIATED W/ ENDOS (I'M NOT!!)

but like- my "kins" seem more than a kin?

like in certain situations I feel like I AM them yk?

like diff names I like, diff pronouns n stuff-

like when having like sexual thoughts, I become mute, and feel like a different person-

feel more fem, etc

and when posting on here, I feel more like another character? (will not disclose who<3)

stuff like that, and idk if it's me being schizo and being dumb n stuff

or if this is genuine, but ik it's not DID or OSDD or other dissociative disorders so uhh yea

ALSO ANOMALYCRYL, IF U SEE THIS, PLS DON'T TELL OUR FRIENDS, NOT READY TO SHARE W/ THEM YET- ty

i have been trying to figure stuff out, trying to see that if anybody else is there and trying to get them to "front" and uh... I think??? like I felt smdy there, and like... ye, idk but IFFFFFF

y see that?

IF

I am plural, I'm prob frontstuck or too scared to go into a headspace/ T H E V O I D (dep on ur system) cause like- last time I let one guy "front", I almost broke smdy's arm???? it was weird, it also might a personality disorder or smth, but I've always felt like I wasn't along in my head, so uhhhh ye,