#lyt3s

Good morning (: It's only 9:41am, and I've done so much already. I'm feeling so dancy and singy and laughy aha!

I'm talking to awesome broski Duc/Chicago again, and really, he's one of those people where you don't talk to for a while (in my case, months? years?) and when you talk to him again, it's like there was no rip in time haha! Such a great bro and a weird flirt LOL.

And already this far, I've made mistakes I don't really regret. Nearly hooked up (thank god it went nowhere), nearly cut (made Elena a promise), nearly gave up. But hope is never lost.

So, I took my hand up at sketching again. And I've gotten so much better. Singing too! I watched Pitch Perfect and OH MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING AGH FEELS. My go-to jam is Party In The U.S.A. now HAHA!

And there are always great people around me. Alison, Anthony, Caesar, Ngoc, Kristina, Sydney, Anh ( OH GOD LOL ANH. <3 ), Elena, Mark, Timmy. So many other people that don't come immediately to mind, but you know who you are. Love is all around me, and frankly, yes, I'm still recovering, but I'm recovering so well. I think today, day 51, is my new day number 1.

Maybe people can't stay in our lives. Sometimes they might come back. But there is no permanent agonizing pain when they can walk out, because, that stupid saying is true. Time heals. We grow, we fall, we learn; we cry, we laugh. Or cry while laughing. But in the end, we're still here. 

I could just be bitter about being single again, but, I might not need a significant other. At least, not right now haha. I'm so happy, and carefree, so reckless and full of life. And all the love I need are from the lovely/strange/weird/caring/awesome friends I have.