Normally long posts that keep getting reblogged get old for me but your millipede pants thread makes me happy every time and I look forward to seeing what's new!
I definitely know those posts can get annoying which is why Iāve been tagging them so people can blacklist. But also they are bringing me SO MUCH joy, I really have to reblog each new pede pants variation. Glad youāre enjoying them too!
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It's a funny coincidence that I have an OC named Quinn whose special interest is aquariums and just marine things in general! Fish are just so cool, and I don't have what it takes to maintain an aquarium myself so I daydream about going to public ones and gave my love of them to him.
Ahahah the situation is very similar for me! I feel like we all have a hive mind in this community š Whenever Iām able to move out Iām gonna get a Pomeranian and guinea pigs and a fish tank! š„ŗ
When it comes to you wondering if your art is good, it always makes me so happy to see. Your style is so soft and pretty.
Sometimes when nothing feels good enough, when nothing is coming out right, it's best to give yourself a break. From personal experience, the more you push yourself the longer it'll feel awful when you try to do something creative.
I hope you feel better soon, not because I want to see more art or fic from you but just because I know how it feels when nothing is working and it's an awful feeling.
;ā; thank you,,,,, I tried to take a break all this week but. It uh, didnāt quite work out that way... it isnāt a great feeling, no, and I guess there are things Iād like to make but I just. donāt have the energy? maybe if I tried making something different? I donāt know lolĀ
I wouldnāt know what to do if I wasnāt drawing or writing cause thatās like 94% of what I do lmao Iām not great at taking breaks
thank you though for realsies.. it means a lot to know people enjoy my stuff even if I sometimes donāt <3
i got like 4 related to TSP/the edits/writing and everything, so iām going to just put them here instead of flooding! if you sent me an ask since last night and i havenāt answered, itās here<3
@lymazhu: I had already been thinking I wanted to re-read TSP eventually once it's finished and now you have given me all the more justification to do so in future. I just really like your writing and how much care and work you put into it.
hey, thank you so much! i canāt believe anyone would want to reread my stuff in general itās so surreal jhbkn thank you for telling me this, i hope you like the edits iām making! iām going to be finishing them up tonight!
anon:Ā Hi just wanted to say your blog is so cool and you're doing the lord's work with all the disability headcanons also tsp is the absolute best fic I've EVER read!! It's so beautifully written and so well thought out and I can't wait for the edited version!!! But also like take all the time you need and take care you're doing great <3
aaaaaaaah thank you! thatās! such high honours? iām taking my time, yes<3 i mean. i got 45 mins of sleep this morning after staying up writing it and i had to go to the doctorās (which went SO SO SO SO WELL!!!!) and havenāt slept yet again buuuut i WILL I will i promise. iām just so excited! itās not bothering me iām having so much fun and i really hope you like the end result<3
anon:Ā I love challah so much!!! I made some that I eventually put in bread pudding it was SO GOOD AHH. I'm very excited, there is something so personal about talking about food with someone else ;_;
CHALLAH! IS! SO! GOOD! i havenāt had it in ages and i WANT IT oh my g-d though in bread pudding... YES... i love bread pudding so much too man it sounds good with that in it NICE. talking about food is such a thing! food is a love language! thatās explored BIGTIME in my edits, for sure. i hope it resonates!
anon: i havent read tsp yet cause if i start it while itās still in progress i will Never finish it bc brain silly BUT i am SO excited to read it and itās nice and always a positive thing on my dash when i see u super excited about it, i hope this isnāt weird cause we donāt know each other but it always makes me smile to see people super excited when iām having a rough day :) (also donāt feel pressure to answer this, itās ok if u donāt want to)
bro do NOT even worry, itās all good! iām just so flattered you want to read it at all!!!! and jhfbdnm donāt worry i get it, i LOVE seeing people happy, too, itās!!!!!!!! another part of why i write almost exclusively recoverycore, yāknow? it just Feels better to have some kind of direction and result that makes the fight through all that pain feel worth it.Ā
and! itās really cathartic in general after kind of, using my writing to keep myself locked in the gloom and doom mindset. i declared to my mom today at the doctorās that iām just! blank slate, fresh start, optimism is a good look.Ā
i know how hard it can be without seeing some example of how you can really maintain that without sort of sacrificing your principles and experiences, so if getting excited about my special interest/projects gives somebody some secondhand serotonin, thatās good enough for me!!!!!!!!Ā
so i hope your dayās gotten better since you sent this, and i wish you nothing but sunny ones coming up soon<3 and the same to anyone who sees this, much love!
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got a few extra shanty-adjacent/music asks iām gonna compile here to avoid spam! if you sent me one and i didnāt answer, check here.
anon: The asks on sea shanties made me think of worker struggle songs (idk the english term its arbeiterlieder in german) and protest songs in general!! Singing them is very much fun and singung them together after a (stressful) protest while waiting for a train? The best feeling (idk if any of this makes sense but just singing with other people
arbeiterlieder ooohoho.... no that makes complete sense, iāve never heard this before and i just! am so constantly delighted by learning more and more about the different working songs and Music Meant To Be Sang Together for all the different purposes and aaaaaaaah! i love this, iām gonna look those up!
@nonbinarycasmund:Ā if we're talking about singing, on the second night of Rosh Hashanah our crew started singing ani le dodi and I had the idea to sing it as a round! we sang it on and off for probably at least fifteen minutes -- it was one of the most beautiful things I've done in quite a while!
(it wonāt let me @ you aaaagh, iād have answered privately but this is something really nice to share & i assume thatās more what you wanted by sending it, so taking a chance!)
that sounds AMAZINGĀ I LOVE ROUNDS i canāt even imagine jdhkfbjnd that! sounds! so lovely!!!! iām so glad you got to have this experience!
@lymazhu: I learn such interesting things following you, it's really nice! like, I have a friend who really likes shanties because he's worked/lived on a boat before but I learned a lot from your posts about them lately and it's cool to have a better idea of the whole thing since it had never occurred to me to, you know, look it up?
i learn so many amazing things from my followers!!!! it makes me so happy! iām really glad that other people also pick up on all that information as itās circulated around my blog, whether iām the one writing it up or if someone sent it to me through an ask. glad you can maybe level with him more on that! and i hope you maybe exchange a few more cool songsĀ ā
anon: this is possibly way out of nowhere but the longest johns were doing a sea of thieves stream and explained to the chat a little about how not all sea songs are shanties and that the one they were singing was a forebitter and i got really excited because i remembered you taught me about that! thank you for teaching me that!!
not technically out of nowhere! i had shanty asks the other day! i just took a small break for some other topics is all. THIS ASK MADE ME SMILE SO BIG i love this whole vibe jfhbkndm i have never watched any of their streams but i LOVE knowing that they taught the chat about the distinction there and itās so smiley to me that you were likeĀ āi knew that! i knew that already!!!!ā i get excited about Knowing Things too and iām so pleased you came and told me about it :ā-) thank YOU!
Man. I love the little subtle touch of Michael's text being off and it is SO good to see the Distortion being its awful self instead of a novelty. I really enjoyed your posts about it recently, so I was looking forward to seeing you write it.
thank yoooou! i super appreciate it & iām glad that it lived up to expectation š it just needed to have rancid vibes man like really dank