(LYFTED) Thoughts Series | Shower Thoughts
All my life I have allowed myself to be ruled by others. Mentally, emotionally, physically, sexually.
It is why the fearless spirit of love and connection, that at times barely flickers, is merely a glimmer of what it once was.
I should clarify that this is not my daily existence. I have had moments of victory. Of pulling myself up by the "bootstraps of my vagina." I have lead and helped others in these precious moments.
But that is when I attract the filth and grime and vacuum that wants to suck up my air. Snuff me out. Harness me. Lovers. Friends. Family.
Never all. But there have been. For the ones I choose, I sure do pick them.
They tore away at me. Used me. Made me feel inadequate or stupid until I finally believed it.
I am a work in progress. I am attempting to reclaim the lost parts of me. The undiscovered parts of me.
This is a reclamation of self/identity, existence and movement through art, healing, creation/creativity and action.
07.12.2020













